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0. Overture

Tan leaned forward and tried to peer through the darkness at the edge of the ship’s windshield where an illuminated giant squid – red and black with rainbow lights flashing in hypnotic strips up the skin tried its best to pull itself up upon the deck. With a flash of lightning, he saw webbed tentacles lined with suckers and cirri spikes in stark outline. The squid weaved its limbs between bars of the railing and flailed uselessly against the vicious winds of the storm-torn sea of space.
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A hurricane. A sailor’s worst nightmare at sea. Winds so strong, the sky ship had to be set down upon the waters to avoid capsizing. Tidal waves of water and anti-matter swirling with stardust tossed the toy of a ship as though it was weightless, as though it was meaningless. The crates of gear slid off the sides of the ship as a particularly colossal wave and wrenching gust of wind tore metal clasps from the ship deck. Random bursts of spray doused everything in stinking seawater and sparkles.

Blue flashes of lightning and the polychromatic squid itself provided the only light, the world barely visible between the obscuring sheets of rain and oceanic conflict. Everything was being rent apart by gods of the sea and heavens at war. The very sky itself was tearing with thin white fissures of lightning.

“What the fuck is that?” Mansour gripped the wheel with all his strength, despite the fact his massive frame was lashed to it, his voice tight with urgency.

Hernando didn’t answer, pressing the buttons on the steaming console like a piano that played only a cacophony of beeping. Tan noticed how disheveled he looked in his signature black and white striped ensemble, splattered with Mansour’s café touba spiced with grains of selim. Even in the throes of combat Hernando had never look so unkempt. Tan longed to help straighten his sleeve, right his handlebar mustache, anything to claim some sense of normalcy.

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Instead, he returned to stare at the squid, senselessly transfixed. “How is it so big?” he pondered aloud. With a flash of lightning rather too close for comfort, Tan saw through the sheet of flesh webbing connecting the tentacles, the giant creature still trying to pull itself up on the bucking waves. They were deafened by the thunderous crash of the sound of the bolt, so loud that when the three men cried out, they couldn’t hear themselves.

The ship bucked and dove over another massive wave, sending the men, the ship, and the monster lurching portside. When they were righted, Hernando spun the talking bell connected to the engine room. “Still with us, Conrad?”

“To whatever end.” their engineer’s muffled reply sounded labored even from afar, “But we’re low on bubble solution.”

Hernando spun the bell and the tube out of the way. To run out of the ship’s fuel in such conditions was too dire for consideration. Another wave bucked them upwards, their heads nearly hitting the ceiling. Tan grasped at Hernando’s arm and helped pull him back to the console. His lover gripped his arm tightly but that moment was not long enough; it was the last time they would touch.

The ship cried out once more in despair with such gusto, Tan felt it in his bones. One more wave and – too late. Time slowed as a rogue wave crashed over the petrifying scene. It rose over the ship and lifted the beast over the deck. Tan was surprised to meet blue eyes filled with the depths of stars; he thought he recognized some form of sentience. At the last moment before impact, he realized that it was a giant Vampire Squid. Tan had no time to react to the irony as the wave destroyed the windshield and dismantled all before his eyes. He was instantly knocked unconscious.

Tan came to in the spacewater. The stars and stardust twinkled enough that he could see black kelp in the darkness stretching high overhead. The weight of the sea was devastating as he struggled to swim in the direction the kelp grew upwards. Currents of gravity pulled him with the trough of the waves in a cartwheel. Panic froze his mind of all other thoughts: Hernando was sure to be dead. Only Tan could survive because he was a vampire. Without need to breathe, drowning was not an option – but there were other ways one could meet their end in the sea of space.

The flash of lights nearby illuminated a school of silver fish flopping uselessly against the waves. Tan looked around best as he could in the chaos underwater and saw the squid turn to approach from afar, its movements graceful and lithe now that it was in the water. He swam as fast as he could upwards and away, searching for any sign of the ship. The waters and colorful clouds of nebulae brightened around him as the squid gained on him. In a furious sprint, he managed to break the surface. The winds raged overhead in the darkness, the lightning less frequent than before.

Desperate to get away, Tan transformed into his vampiric bat form, flapping uselessly to try to gain height. His animal senses were immediately overwhelmed by the extremity of the sound of the thunder, the three-dimensional awareness of the raindrops around him, and the millions of fishy smells emanating from the spacewater. It was a surprise when he slapped into the water face first once again, transforming back into his human form.

He tried to cry for help as he struggled to stay above the water, but there was none to hear him. There! – he saw a scrap of the metal hull. Tan paddled fiercely and pulled himself upon it with the force of his adrenaline. He spent a moment itching away the tickling sensation of antimatter in his ear. It drained down his front in void rivulets blacker than the darkness. Below, the water glowed ominously; the squid waiting below him. The metal was big enough that he could lay upon it and had a few feet on either side, but it was treacherously curved and would eventually be sunk if filled.

For an interminably long period of time, Tan shoveled water out of the lip of the curve with his hands. The squid remained below. As time passed, the storm lessened but never ceased. When it calmed, the squid sank below into the abyss. He sank down onto his back and collapsed to exhaustion.

Tan never found Hernando, nor Mansour, nor any of his crew that night. Atanase the vampire floated on a current back to the coast and eventually found his way home to Susveda and Castle Belesti. The castle’s menacing spikes and depressing black stone exterior once terrorized him, designed as it was to do so by his tyrannical father. But after the hurricane, that façade provided a profound feeling of safety by virtue of being familiar, despite the castle’s haunted past and disgustingly abandoned interior. Broken by the total loss of all those he held dear, he returned to the haunted home of his youth and an entirely transformed city to grieve.

Author’s note: I’ll see you at the end of January for the start of the adventure! I’m also working on a painting of the squid attack that should be released ~~for subscribers~~ around the same time.

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1. Vampire Pastoral

Susveda was not a utopia, far from it, but it could become one. The very potential felt eminent, an immutable quality of the land because of the beauty of her natural landscape: a valley surrounded by grassland hills and high mountains which declined toward the western harbor. Wood and stone buildings of every color and size clustered below with towering mushrooms growing alongside them in a fungal blight taking over the city east to west. The fruiting bodies were as varied and colorful as the buildings, as if whatever deity created them wished to rival the famed craftsmen of Susveda’s ornamental architecture. Where the rest of Susveda was full of color and light, the black stone exterior of Castle Belesti lay to the east in the shadow of the very mountains meant to render her safe from invasion, although they were shorter to the North where over the centuries her true enemies would come to reside.

It was in the castle that Tan woke from the nightmare of memory and choked, the sensation reminding him of coughing up seawater, panicking from the memory. Shooting up to sitting in the old butler’s cubby off the kitchen, Tan struggled to breathe, eyes wide as he looked around for the source of the disturbance, before noticing part of his struggle to breathe was all the dust he disturbed by waking. He calmed. The dust rained down through the ancient floorboards and the low wood plank ceiling of the sleeping nook. Brushing it away off his russet skin, he angrily wiped his eyes, probably smearing the dust over his face. Tan stilled himself and took a deep breath.

I am fine. I am in bed, at home, and it’s over. His senses returned, ears ringing in the silence. A year ago today, he lost all that he held dear in that horrible shipwreck. No wonder the nightmare was so clear. Tan ran his dusty fingers through his dark curly hair, cut short so it wasn’t a bother. He brushed the dust from his plain linen shirt, knowing he was a ghost of his former self: the infamous Bloodied Bandit, pirate on the Cambian Sea: reduced to a dusty nook and tearful memory. Tan often wished he had died with his crew that night but in truth, he felt too afraid to die. Plus, he had the itching impression that he wasn’t ready yet — as though he had some unfinished business to attend to first. That business had yet to appear.

Tan smoothed his hands over his chest with a shudder and swung his legs out the entrance of the little sleeping cubby set into the wall. It was exhausting getting through all the fragile routines required to keep his body moving despite his melancholy. The castle kitchen was only remotely cleaner than the sleeping nook. The stone hearth dominated the space, cold without its fire. That, and the oversized wooden table in the center of the kitchen.

First, he needed to feed. The routine was mechanical, a summoning ritual. Get up before too much of the blood was burned from his system by some mystical metabolic process, otherwise he might be too weak. The stone floor was cold against his bare feet and he made footprints in the dust as he went. To his left was the archway to the rest of the castle, boarded up to be forgotten. To his right was the little hall with one servant’s bedroom and washroom. It felt more practical to sleep in the cubby. No need for a full bedroom when he only wanted to sleep before returning outside. He walked past the ancient counters, bucket of water, and ever-empty cabinets to the door, glancing out the spider webs of the kitchen window. Light rain again. No visible sun, good. Tan bent down and pulled on his worn leather boots without socks, grimacing a moment at the feeling of dust in his boots.

A little smile played on his lips anticipating the arrival of friends; he took a step outside the creaking kitchen door and turned to the burlap bags of dried corn and seeds to start his morning routine. Beside the castle kitchen was a little lawn turned meadow ringed with pine trees that saw most of his life. A well sat to the south, on his left, and the path to the river drew north, to his right.

He grabbed the scoops of corn and seeds and set to walk about the lawn, dumping lines and circles of feed around the short grass. Then, he lay down in the center of his seeded summoning circle, soaking up the gentle rain pattering on his skin and clothing. It calmed him. It felt cleansing. Wind swept the long grasses surrounding the clearing like fingers that also tousled his short curls in the whispering quiet. Despite the musty smell of the fungal spores on the wind, he smiled, surrendering to immersion.

The birds came first. They were cautious upon landing and flew away quickly. They tested the safety as they approached from afar, quickly grasping single seeds and fluttering away. Jays bullied the smaller birds as they grew comfortable in recognition that Tan would not move. That was the first step to making the rest of the animals feel comfortable enough to approach.

The squirrels were next. They couldn’t stand the jays benefitting unequally from the feeding situation. Between the bickering jays and squirrels, smaller birds snuck in for their fill, taking turns flapping in and out of the scene. Once the birds and squirrels were settled into a rhythm of sharing, the deer felt comfortable to approach the edge of the clearing, hearing promise of food from the noise of the other animals. They assessed the scene carefully from afar, watching the birds and Tan for any sign of unwanted movement, ears pinned in his direction. Over time, they learned this routine well, but still feared approach.

It was the young buck who came first today. Slowly, anxiously, he stepped forwards, sniffing at the ground and the food as he approached. There was velvet on his newly growing antlers. Tan was having good luck with taming the buck. He was first to approach for a while now and made an easy meal, but Tan didn’t want to drink from the buck too often and weaken him. That meant today was a waiting day.

Tan lay patiently, enjoying the birds, their songs, and squabbles. The little ripples of emotion rubbed at the edge of his consciousness soft like deer velvet, an animal sense he gained when he was turned, probably from his bat form. The buck approached in slow motion and started to eat. The deer’s coat was very short to prepare for the heat of the summer. The rain rolled over his coat easily. Over time, the buck relaxed and that was enough to encourage the rest of the deer to begin their own journeys to the center of the clearing. It was a small herd, mostly does, a few yearlings. The older doe was a grouchy sort. She stomped and snorted as she got close, as if to tell Tan she didn’t trust him, despite his good behavior.

Tan smiled sweetly at the doe. “It’s alright, you’re safe,” he whispered. The doe snorted once more, as if she still didn’t believe him. “Have it your way,” he shrugged. She didn’t move for a long time, making a show of stomping her feet and snuffling, as if tempting him to try something or lash out at her. Tan didn’t move.

He could wait for the right opportunity to keep the trust he built with the deer. Another doe with a rounded belly moved in and got close, trying to reach food near his arm. Over the next few minutes, he moved in to pet the deer. She reacted with a little startle at the movement and touch, but allowed it to continue when it remained soft and light. Tan spent the next ten minutes leaning his face in towards the deer’s neck with the smell of wet animal musk increasing as he leaned in. He readied his mouth near the top of her neck. Gently, he scraped his left fang over the skin and fur, his right one made of gold, replaced after it was knocked out in a fight over a game of cards. Over the years it was becoming more dull than his natural fang.

The first try wasn’t deep enough, a scratch on the surface. He tried again, this time, catching the skin and breaking it while he rubbed the deer’s chest to distract her. The blood tasted like the coppery life of the deer, her grassy habitat, and vaguely of all the vegetation she ate. Tan could taste the emotions of the deer in her blood. The deer was calm and happy to be eating food that she liked. She was thinking of the fawn in her belly and how close she was to birthing; it was her second fawn. The first had grown to become one of the yearlings in their herd. In slow motion, Tan drank the little stream of blood from her neck, feeling stronger and more energized as he did. When he felt just full enough to go about his day, he gently licked the wound, healing it, before backing carefully away from the deer.

The deer snapped to attention. It took a moment for Tan’s ears to catch up to hear the crunching of boots up the trail to the castle entrance. He stood and sent the herd running. No one came to Castle Belesti. It was left to rot for the horrors of its past. Tan had less than a minute to decide whether to stay or go – or at least he thought. A woman with blazing orange hair in a very messy updo walked ahead of the group, apparently much quieter on her feet. She strolled past the tree cover and stopped when she saw Tan standing alert in the clearing beside the castle, eyes widening at the sight. Her companions jogged up to meet her.

An extremely tall woman emerged drawing a crossbow from her back. Her black ponytail set high against her pale skin made her look even taller. A handsome man with a neat fade in his black hair looked to his other companions first with concern before he saw Tan across the distance. Tan started to back away, but the tall one had finished loading her crossbow and aimed it, strolling ahead to meet him.

When they were within hearing, she called out, “Hey! Who are you? What are you doing here?”

He opened his mouth, but Tan couldn’t begin to explain – suddenly aware of his appearance. He smoothed his curls and tried to wipe more of the dust from his white linen blouse, then cleared his throat with embarrassment. He was sure if they got close they would smell how long it had been since he’d bathed.

She didn’t wait for his response. “Whose side are you on?” She stared intensely as she leveled the crossbow towards his chest.

He stopped fussing and met her gaze. “What?”

“Are you friend or foe to the Susvedans and Trevistans?”

Tan inhaled sharply. “Friend, of course.”

To his surprise, she immediately lowered the crossbow. “Who are you? What are you doing in this wretched place?”

Tan resumed his fidgeting. “I’m – I’m Tan. The rest is…hard to explain.” He decided to deflect. “No one ever comes here. What are you doing here?”

The woman returned her crossbow to her back. “I’m Fang. We’re here to see if this place is salvageable. Have you been living here?” She nodded towards the bleak stone of the castle.

“Um, kind of, just for sleep.”

The three companions looked him up and down with obvious concern. “Has anyone else been living here?” Fang asked.

“No.”

“Good,” Fang crossed her arms across her chest. “So, what do you think? Is this place salvageable? We’re trying to find places for barracks and it would be faster to use existing structures.”

“Barracks? What’s going on?”

“You haven’t heard?” The other woman asked. Her round glasses magnified her eyes and her patchwork dress with paint splatters was quite the addition to her disheveled hair. “The Northlanders are coming.”

“What?! Why?” Tan exclaimed.

“The Trevistan Liberation Front,” the man said. Tan noticed although his hair may have been neat, the rest of his navy blue clothing was covered in a fine layer of sawdust. “They blame Susveda for ‘fostering and protecting insurrectionists.’” He mocked the governmental tone with a roll of his almond eyes. “That and to avenge the Count.”

Tan’s breath caught at the memories that swept through his mind. He was at sea when he heard of his father’s murder by mob from Susveda, burned at the stake. He was pirating with Hernando after his escape from the tyranny of his father, stealing back the gold that belonged to the Trevistans and sending Northlander ships back empty-handed. “How long until they arrive?”

“A few days at most. A day at least. But you still haven’t answered my question – the castle,” Fang pressed.

Tan’s chest tightened with fear at the thought of telling her the truth about his relationship to the castle, so he chose to remain vague. “I’ve been sleeping in the kitchen. The rest is boarded up. The kitchen is usable. I couldn’t say about the rest.”

Fang sighed. “Well, sorry Tan, but I think we’re going to break open the rest of the castle to check it out. If we can use it, you’ll be joined by as many folks as we can fit in here.”

He stuttered, “Ye-Yeah. Anything to keep the Northlanders out.”

“So you’re pretty out of the loop, are you?” The man asked.

“Yeah,” Tan admitted.

“Then you probably don’t know they’re Northlandia now.”

“What?” Tan asked to prompt him. With a wave to follow, Fang and the group walked away from the clearing towards the grand castle entrance.

“About oh, a month ago, I think, the Northlander Alliance joined together to become a country – Northlandia. I’m Bowen, by the way, that’s Flo.” Flo gave him a little wave as they approached the menacing doors set with iron devils curled amongst ivy. Fang tried the handle first but it was locked. She backed away for Flo who walked up and grabbed the iron handles with both hands. As she held them, they started to freeze, cracking with ice crystals that climbed over the dark iron until she pulled, shattering the handles and internal locking mechanism. The doors opened just a slice, releasing a puff of blackened dust that looked like an exorcised spirit leaving the castle. The group shuddered involuntarily.

“Is there no better building in the city proper?” Tan asked, a knot growing in his throat as Fang approached the doors.

“Not on this scale, and not as defensible,” Fang said. “But I get it. No one wants to be back here, but if it could help -” She pulled open the heavy doors and trailed off as she looked into the darkness beyond.

The group leaned in together as they looked into the darkness, expecting something to come at them from the haunted depths, but there was nothing, and after a while they smirked to each other at their collective anxieties.

“Well, Tan,” Fang glanced back at him, “We can use all the help we can get. Are you with us?”

Tan looked between the group and found kind eyes looking hopefully back at him. How else could he reply? “Yes.” And despite the fact he had sworn to never step back into the castle entrance hall that haunted his past, he took a breath and walked in to the darkness with the rest of the group.

They stood for a moment in the intimidating darkness before Flo beckoned a light into the palm of her hand, ice crystals sparkling around her palm. The only other light in the entrance hall filtered in from dust-covered stained glass windows high above the throne to the west. The room disorientated by requiring entrants to immediately turn left upon entry to view the raised dais and throne far beyond, back in the direction of Susveda from whence they came. Although the room was silent, there was a sound of whistling wind somewhere, as though some window might be open. Despite the warmth of the summer’s day, the stone castle felt cold from its perpetual shadow of darkness. The room appeared to be long abandoned, the dust pooling thick upon the red carpet and the wood-plank floors. The planks croaked dangerously as they walked forward, portending future breaks.

“Well…” Bowen said softly, as if fearful to disturb the tomb-like silence. “It needs work…”

Fang snorted, then sneezed from the dust. They all froze, expecting something to be awakened by the sudden sound. Nothing seemed to move or change. When nothing happened, Fang replied, “You don’t say. How do you want to tackle this?” They stood together, hackles still raised as they assessed the room.

“Lights?” Bowen asked Flo, motioning to a candelabra set on the wall.

Flo blew on her light like a kiss and it floated from her palm to the ancient candles. She looked around the room and sent her light towards any more candles she found. When she was done, the room was illuminated by her bright icy light, exposing the extent of the dust and decay. Petrified food sat on plates on a buffet along the north side of the room, closest to the kitchen hallway. There was animal excrement littered around the place, along with dried black patches of what was probably blood, left to intimidate any who entered. Spider webs caked with dust accumulated in every corner and hung from every ornament. The devilish motifs continued from the door as iron-embossed wood paneling on the lower half of the walls of the stone room.

“There,” Fang pointed to the stone spiral staircase at the back of the room and Tan’s heart leapt to his throat. “The way to the tower. That would be best for Marjean’s work and keeping a lookout.”

“Marjean?” Tan’s voice cracked as they started walking as a group towards stairs he vowed he’d never climb again. His legs trembled as they started the tight ascent that echoed too loudly on the stone steps.

“Our witch. We’re going to fetch her tomorrow soon as we can. She’s one of the best necromancers to ever live. But she lives east of the mountains without much access to communications. You can come with if you want, more the merrier and all that.” Fang said it so casually. But half his mind and body was elsewhere as he ascended the steps near the back of their group and the cold shivers went up his hands to his forearms.

The door at the top was unlocked and the group walked into the dusty space to find the bedroom mostly intact, despite the open window gridded with iron and the pigeon detritus across every surface. The bed, the child toys, and furniture were just as they were the day Tan left so many years ago, only a few years after his father turned him into a vampire.

“Oh right, he had a child,” Flo said as she picked up a molded book left on the desk and started to flip through the pages.

“Can you imagine being that guy’s kid? Ugh,” Bowen shuddered as he started to explore the space, admiring the carved bedposts with an artist’s eye.

Tan stood in silence unmoving.

“Well it’s a good thing they got out before things got really bad,” Fang said as she examined the table in the center of the room, testing its weight capacity by pushing on the tabletop. It creaked but did not give, which seemed to satisfy her.

“Oh my gosh, look,” Flo held up the book to show an ancient sketch in black ink of a little girl’s skillful self-portrait as she looked sadly into her mirror. “There she is, Amelia Lupescu.”

Tan stopped pretending to breathe and joined the group in looking at the page from afar, remembering the scratch of pen on paper and the accidental drop of ink in the corner. She was so sad and alone that night, she had spent a few hours sketching to distract from the awfulness of her situation.

“Gods,” Fang said. “Creepy. Well, hope she doesn’t mind we’re taking over her bedroom for a necromancer’s setup!” The trio laughed together and went about the room looking things over. “At least the floor seems more stable here. Must be reinforced with stone below. We can make this work. I’ll get over to Xiu’s and -” the words faded away from Tan’s awareness as he looked about the room and found the dusty mirror framed in silver. It was tipped down to accommodate his height as a youth. He went to it in a daze and tilted it upward. There was nothing there. No more reflection to haunt him. He exhaled and stepped away, running a hand through his hair to shake off the haze.

“Tan?” Bowen interrupted his thoughts and he snapped to attention. “Are you alright?”

“Y-yeah,” Tan said, stepping out of the mirror’s range. “Just creeped out. What’s next?”

Flo and Fang seemed eager to move on. They started walking to the door together barely glancing back to see if Bowen and Tan were following. Fang replied, “Back to Xiu’s to get the crew set up for tomorrow. We’re going out to the highlands around the crack of dawn so we can get back at a decent time, as long as Timothy comes willingly.”

“Timothy?” Tan prompted.

“You’ll meet him if you join us tomorrow. He can be…a lot.” Flo quipped as they started to walk down the stairs. Tan lingered a moment as he and Bowen waited for the women to start their descent.

“You alright?” Bowen leaned in to ask Tan. “You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”

Tan smirked, feeling old and tired. “Something like that. I’m alright.” Bowen let it go and followed the crew down the stairs. As he descended the steps, Tan felt better. He felt even better as he left the doors of the haunted castle and could finally breathe the clean air and feel the drizzling rain on his skin once more. He sighed in relief and closed his eyes to take it in.

“So, Tan, are you coming?” He opened his eyes as Fang paused on the trail towards Susveda. She was motioning towards the trail, something inviting but uncaring about her gesture, as if both yes and no were acceptable responses. He swallowed his shame about his appearance and fear about others recognizing him. He could help. He certainly wanted to keep the Northlanders out of Susveda and would welcome the chance to help Trevista again.

“Yeah,” he said, and followed them away from the castle and down the trail towards Susveda, glad to leave the ghosts in the past and behind him.

Author’s Note:

This one took extra long because I’ve been very stressed with the ICE occupation of my city and taking on additional tasks with that. I’m still going to try to upload around the 15th and last day of every month, but first few may be a bit behind now. I’m also updating the art to be unscheduled, as I am able to get them done, since the first one took way longer than I expected to finish. Thank you very much for reading! See you next time 🙂

2. City of Anarchists

Fang, Flo, Bowen and Tan approached the city proper via the winding path through dark coniferous trees. They drew up masks and scarves to protect from the increase of spore density in the air. When they stepped down onto the well-maintained cobblestone street, they merged into the river of people flowing through the city going about their business despite the spores that threatened their lungs and the impending invasion from the north. Spore clouds danced along the coastal breeze like fog. The mushrooms towered alongside the buildings, feeding off of the wood. The effect was beautiful – the fungi just as ornamental and diverse in shape and color as the buildings they grew off of. Some were the shape of coral, branching in impossibly bright orange and pink. Others had white hairlike growths that descended from the fruiting body in arcs ending in points. Others were the more traditional toadstool shape in blues, greens, and purples. Even through scarves and masks, the air smelled musty and sweet with natural decay of the wood.

In general, the ground floor of the buildings housed workshops, gathering spaces, and distribution centers that functioned like markets. The higher levels were dedicated to housing, apartments, and hostels. Even in the few weeks since Tan had last flown over Susveda in bat form, he could tell new homes had been built; there were new additions to existing buildings painted contrasting colors to draw attention to their expansion. Wood-carved appliques and dollhouse filigree accented empty spaces. Other buildings highlighted the empty spaces with exaggerated minimalism at the residents preference. The abundant diversity of architectural design and artistic expression brought a sensation of exuberance. As one walked, they blended together in a kaleidoscope of color, shape, and fungal forms.

They passed by a street gathering where a bearded dwarf stood upon a porch railing to address the crowd. “…We are in a global revolution. The Northlanders think they can come here, Trevista, anywhere in this world, and force us into chains! They would force my people back to slavery, mining in the mountains for their greed, just as they make the Trevistans!” The crowd cheered in support after each shouted accusation. “We the people took back our power by killing their Count and claiming ownership over our city, over our lives! They fear what they don’t understand – what they could never understand! I identify as a woman, and fuck anyone who thinks they can decide how I live my life, how I inhabit and experience my own body! Fuck the government! Fuck the Fascist pigs they send to put us down! Anarchy and solidarity forever!…”

Their group walked past the cheering crowd and Tan was curious where the rest of the dwarf’s speech would go, even though the mere mention of the Count and the impending invasion sickened his gut. The Count was murdered a few weeks before the fateful shipwreck, the only reason Tan felt safe enough to return to Susveda. It took a year for the Northlander Alliance to become the country of Northlandia and assemble the necessary troops, supposedly to terrorize Susveda.

Tan realized he had started to breathe high in his chest after the speech. He lowered his breath in his belly, trying to calm himself, then, turned his focus outward once more to distract. His favorite part of the city had always been the columns. The buildings were raised on strong stilts to protect the buildings from floods. Elevated boardwalks connected the covered front porches of every building on the block. Sidewalks descended in ramps. Every few feet there was a wooden column on the street side that had been decorated and carved over the years by artists, residents, and children. He passed by a column carved with dragons fighting unicorns, painted blue. The next was tied with string and pasted with child paper crafts. As they needed maintaining, designs changed, so that each time he walked past, there was often new column art to find.

“Hi”, “Hello,” “How’s it going?” The people talked or nodded their greetings to the trio who walked ahead of Tan. They in turn responded with waves and “How do you do’s.” The city was home to many migrants from the lands around Susveda. Orcs and dwarves from the mountains who walked with great axes and longswords strapped to their kit; Fairies from the forests flitted overhead or sat on the shoulders or hats of passersby; Mothlingx from the island of Newll clicked and purred. The human-sized moths strolled on their hindmost legs, sporting wings and feathers of every color. Their native language was famous for not having the letter ‘s’ which they replaced in common tongue with ‘x’ in spelling to honor their linguistic heritage. Horse and carriages clattered on the cobblestones alongside the very first auto-mobiles from factories in the north – a bit controversial given the current conflict with Northlandia. Their drivers earned a few judgmental stares from those on the boardwalk.

The spores and mushrooms lessened as they went west towards the coast, so Fang and Flo lowered their masks and seemed to relax a bit, linking arms and leaning in together. Bowen strolled alongside with his hands in his pockets glancing back at Tan every so often. At the next block, Fang turned back to Tan. “We’ll stop at the workshop first.” Tan didn’t ask for clarification, but they turned and headed south a block to a quaintly decorated two-story building with a painted pink and orange double doorway. As they got closer, the intricate carving work on the outside of the building came into focus: ivy leaves and the Susvedan palm tree iconography of the city looped around the windows to the workshop. They lingered only a moment before Flo and Bowen opened the doors together.

Inside they found a scattering of woodworking tools and paint. Sawdust lingered on every surface. Yet, the space was still warm and comfortable as if only recently abandoned. To his surprise, a long-haired orange and white tabby cat came trotting to meet them while mewling.

Bowen gave a grand bow and presented the feline. “This is Bowie, son of Bowen.”

“Pleased to meet you,” Tan smiled, bending down to stroke the impossibly soft cat. Sawdust stuck to the long fur of his toes but the rest of his fur was pristine.

“Our greeter,” Flo smiled. She set to putting paints and brushes into an empty box while Bowen jogged up the stairs in the back to the residence. Fang lingered by Tan and Bowie. When he stood, Tan admired the paintings done directly on the walls. There were botanical illustrations of mushrooms he recognized from around the city. Foxes and badgers weaved through underbrush and owls poked out from holes in trees. Bowie became displeased with the lack of Tan’s attention, so he jumped onto the table beside him where a bed was prepared for his greeting purposes. Tan absently resumed his petting as he looked up at the ceiling and found it covered in wood-carved panels echoing the vine and palm of the exterior. Bowen’s feet pounded overhead as he made his way back to the staircase and rejoined them. He had a bag slung over his shoulder.

Following Tan’s gaze, he said, “Sleepover tonight at Xiu’s. You’re welcome to join us, of course!” As he passed by, he winked. Tan blushed as red as his body could allow and he cleared his throat.

“Did, uh, did you do these?” He pointed up to the ceiling.

“Yes,” Bowen said, gesturing plainly about the room. “I work with wood, Flo works with paint. We make a great team.”

“At times,” Flo snarked back at him. “I’d prefer a little less sawdust in my paint, but we get on well enough.”

Bowen rolled his eyes with a smile.

“You guys are…incredibly talented,” Tan said, and noticed Bowen tense a bit.

“Heh, thanks,” He shook it off and gestured them to follow him out.

At Bowie’s protests, all four had to return to give a few more pets while he purred on his bed, then, they made their escape.

Xiu’s was just around the corner to the north. It was a faded green building with wood paneling on the lower half of the first floor. The windows on the corner of the building granted a panoramic view in and out, lined with white lace curtains. Inside, only a few patrons lounged about the bar area, the interior walls also paneled in the same green. As they rounded the corner, Tan noticed the plain and practical sign above the double doors, propped open to let visitors come and go. Upon entry, a very elderly and short woman with a neat grey bob emerged from the hall to the back kitchen.

“Who’s that?” she gestured at Tan with the spatula she held with eggs frying in a pan.

“Tan,” was all Fang said as she strode behind the bar and placed her crossbow somewhere below. Flo and Bowen made themselves comfortable, setting down their boxes and bags on the nearest tables and chairs. Feeling out of place, Tan wandered alongside Bowen and Flo to take a seat at the table as he fidgeted with his sleeves. The woman must have been the eponymous Xiu. She stared at Tan a moment before she returned to the kitchen. Once Fang made herself comfortable behind the bar donning a black apron, a slender orc woman in a finely-crocheted white gown took a seat at the corner with a fairy, who sat at a fairy-sized table on the bar top.

A gorgeous Mothling gentleman sat in the corner at a table, leaned over, with his compound eyes against a blue microscope. His body was mostly feathered with a cyan blue, but bright crimson feathers accented his shoulders and chin. His wings were the same teal, outlined with golden yellow and a few artfully placed black dots. He adjusted the microscope with black and red striped legs that ended in two hooked claws. He must have been murmuring to himself because his black proboscis quivered, rolling and unrolling. His nectar brew sat almost untouched on the far side of the table with his safari hat.

Bowen took the box of paints from Flo to a back dining room out of sight. Flo left him to take the overnight bag upstairs to a room, so Tan was left alone. He sat awkwardly, trying to pretend to be invisible. As his new allies busied themselves, he heard a tired sigh and found the Mothling leaned back in his chair, running his claws through his fur. As if just noticing how much time had passed, the Mothling leaned across the table to suck up the nectar brew in a few long sips, then leaned back for a self-satisfied sigh, at which time, he noticed Tan.

“Oh! Haven’t – hic – seen you in here before, good sir!” Tan gave him a polite smile and wave, wishing he could disappear. The Mothling motioned him over. “Join me, why don’t you?” He continued in his unfamiliar accent while Tan awkwardly wandered over to the seat beside him. “I am Dr. Xebaxtiàn Tatterdemalion, at your service. Lead Professor of the Department of Mycology with the University of Newll. I have been tasked with finding the cause of our fungal blight of inordinate size. Have you ever seen spore prints beneath a microscope?”

“No,” Tan replied, glancing at the papers scattered on the table. They were field notes in a flamboyant hand from an inkwell pen. The professor slid the microscope over to face him.

“Old Bluey here can show you. Fascinating – these spores were collected from a giant Coprinopsis atramentaria, an inky cap mushroom. They liquefy their gills to distribute their spores, producing a black tar-like substance that rains down the stalk – not a pleasant experience for a sample four stories high!” Glancing into the eyepiece, Tan’s awareness faded to just the image before him. The ovular spores against the white-lit background reminded Tan of a pile of coffee beans or brown glass beads.

“Excuse me,” a high and lilting voice cut in – the orc from the bar had walked over, the fairy fluttering by her shoulder. “Can I see?”

“Of course, of course!” The doctor motioned for Tan to share and swayed a little drunkenly in his seat.

The green orc smiled, finally revealing her lower fangs which had been filed down to allow her mouth to fully close. Tan tried to politely smile back, the light revealing his gold fang which the orc eyed with interest. As he passed the microscope, she introduced them. “I’m Daisy. This is my partner, Enoki.” She looked shyly to the fairy. Enoki wore berry-dyed linen clothing similar to the plain shifts that most Susvedans wore. She had bumblebee fur in yellow and black which peeked from out the sides of her shirt from pale shoulders that ended in bumblebee wings pushed through slits in her shirt. A low buzz hummed from their rapid beat. Her close-cropped hair was a white blonde. Tan couldn’t help but stare a little. Even though more fairies were migrating into the city because of settler incursion on their ancestral lands, they were still small in number.

Xebaxtiàn interrupted his thoughts. “So, what brings you here Mister…?”

“Tan.”

“Pleased to meet you.”

He decided to open up a little. “I figured that if there is going to be an invasion of Northlanders, it is better to face it with others than alone. Those three invited me to join them here.”

“Ah, yes, I suppose that would be most tactically prudent. We’ll see what kind of showing they bring. I’m not entirely convinced they’re not sending an army of lawyers, given how prone their system is to over-litigation!”

Tan chuckled quietly. “I suppose.”

“We’ll just have to wait and see,” The Mothling might have been smiling back. It was hard to tell with a proboscis. Daisy and Enoki thanked him and found their way back to the bar to join Fang.

When Tan continued sitting quietly beside him, the professor continued. “Are you new to Susveda?”

“Kind of,” Tan started. “I used to live here a long time ago.”

“Welcome back,” he made the same possibly-smiling face.

“Thank you,” Tan said. He continued to feel awkward and a little scared of the social interaction after so long living with bats, birds, and deer. Even as a sky pirate, he had preferred to stand with Hernando at parties and let him talk, so that Tan wouldn’t embarrass himself, or bore other people with what interested him, since the few times he tried, people expressed such things in response. It left him unsure of what to do without Hernando in the room, and for that, he mourned him.

As if sensing he had somehow touched upon a sensitive topic, Dr. Tatterdemalion spun the microscope back to resume his studies.

Xiu emerged from the kitchen to check on their table. As she wheeled on Tan, he realized she had come with the sole intention of checking on him. “Can I get you something to drink? Something to eat? We have never-ending soup in the cauldron over the hearth,” she motioned to the fire at the end of the room.

“No, thank you,” Tan said.

“You look hungry. And tired. What can I get you?”

A little touched from her direct but sincere notice, Tan felt unsettled and unsure how to proceed. He considered her: an aged woman not far from the harbor and who looked rather storied. Perhaps she would have heard of vampires in her time or travels? He pretended to be thoughtful as he ran his tongue over his gold fang. Her gaze hardened.

“Ah, I see. Let me see what we have in the back,” and she returned without another word to the kitchen. Xebaxtiàn had no comment, and had perhaps not heard, so engrossed was he in his work.

Within the hour, more people came in. There was Eduardo, the squirrely man who came in clutching his paperboy hat and sat close to Fang at the bar. He had the same dark hair and warm skin as Hernando. Tan learned he was Trevistan, an intelligence operative for their group. Three orcish adventurers followed. They claimed a table closest to the never-ending soup and started to fill bowls drawn from backpacks. Tan learned their names were Rolan, Raptor, and Romulus – triplets. They lay their heavy weapons on the table and got a few glares from Xiu. There was a local elfish fisherman, Saladin, his druidic wife Trella, and daughter, Willow. It seemed he was donating use of his ship, The Green Lady, to their assembly, while his wife planned to stay firmly rooted on land.

More neighbors filtered in from the buildings neighboring the bar. There were journalists who sat ready to take notes. There were gardeners and farmers from the edge of the city where they grew the food for the city. They were talking amongst themselves about the need to move resources into the city for protection.

Fang helped serve people drinks and food, but it was clear she did so because she wanted to, as though the bar were her home and she welcomed them in. She clinked glasses with a farmer who turned out to also be her main brewer as they commiserated on the likely shortages to come should the invasion result in extended occupation.

When the room was nearly filled, Fang called out in welcome to start the collective meeting. “Welcome! Welcome. We are the Trevistan Liberation Front. We fight for global liberation for the masses, for the workers, for the regular people of this world, but especially the Trevistans, who have been facing the longest-standing occupation and devastating conditions. Northlandia is coming for us in Susveda. Welcome to the Resistance. I’m sorry no one else is coming to save us, so we have to save us. Thank you, everyone, for coming to organize.”

Xiu emerged from the kitchen and quietly set a tankard before Tan. He curiously pulled it close and found it full of blood. He casually set his hand over the top to obscure its identity. Xiu left to continue passing out drinks. A slow sip told Tan it was pig’s blood, dead a day by a farmer’s spell. He shuddered. He didn’t like drinking dead blood because all he could sense was the death, but he appreciated Xiu’s effort to make him feel welcome and fed. He drank it down as quick as he could to get it over with.

Bowen emerged from the back dining room to call for the children to join him in painting a mural on the dining room wall. They stampeded to the back with laughter and the doors were closed to the chaos that unfolded behind them. Flo helped chop up veggies at a table to keep the infinite soup going, brought by some attendees, her knife clunking through the carrot stalks.

People self-appointed roles and started moving around Tan. Dr. Tatterdemalion went to talk with the reporters, something about the fungal blight’s rate of spread. Xiu stood watchfully behind the orc triplets as they discussed defensive strategies, ready to make disapproving noises should she disagree. Daisy and Enoki joined Trella and a few other mothers in the room to discuss how schooling would continue through a potential occupation. Everyone was so concerned about how the occupation could affect their lives and neighbors, they came to take an active role in making sure everyone was taken care of.

There were a few moments of collective discussion, as when Fang called out in a reminder, “What do we do if we see Northlanders?”

“Make noise!” The room repeated in a chant.

“What do we do if we hear noise?”

“Run towards it!”

“Very good!” Fang laughed with them.

How they chose to support seemed to be up to the individual. Some, like Dr. Tatterdemalion, planned to stay away from noise because his delicate Mothling body would probably not handle any contact with invaders – even a sharp piece on clothing could pierce his fragile wings and threaten his ability to fly forever.

In contrast, the orcs were arguing with Flo and Xiu on the merits of strategic nonviolence and whether to keep the temperatures low to start with. “You can’t expect us to do nothing! They’re invading us!” Rolof growled at Xiu who stood her ground at face level with the seated man.

“I’m expecting you not to get us killed. They have almost infinite resources. A million more men to back them up. Mind Mastery mages. If you start swinging the moment they arrive, they’ll have you turning your weapons on your brothers in no time. It’s a simple spell for them. Don’t be foolish.”

“How else are we to fight them off? We can’t survive a war of attrition,” Romulus added.

“Not with that attitude,” Flo laughed. “But we have the home advantage. We can bring in resources. Ask for the druids’ help to grow crops in the parks. We have the land and the resources to keep fed as long as we can access the sea and keep the plants safe.”

“We’ve got to keep constant eyes on them,” Raptor said. “That way, we keep guerrilla advantage. We can choose how to respond rather than react. Share what we know across the city with terminals.” That point reminded them to check in with the journalists, who overwhelmingly were the ones more likely to have access to the newly-invented terminals. They connected through the mycelial, fungal network of the blight. The inventor was a local mechanic who had an interest in electricity and Northlandia’s lightbulb network. Instead of transmitting light through copper wires, the man found a way to transmit words through mushroom hyphae. Given that the terminals needed time to grow their connections to the network, even if he built more terminals by tomorrow, the Susvedans couldn’t use them in-network for at least a few days more.

Tan sat and listened to the conversations around him, unsure of where to step in and help. There were others like him who lingered in the middle and sat listening.

The Sentinels vowed to keep constant watch and report to their nearest terminal. They exchanged addresses to plan maps of where they would need to end patrol loops. The volunteer community members typically intervened in times of crisis or crime to help mitigate or end harm. During any occupation, they would be a great first line of defense, trained in de-escalation and nonviolence, to help prevent the invaders as much as possible from doing harm. The few who sat amongst the group were proud to display their symbol, the mother bear, embroidered upon their chests – ready to defend their fellow Susvedans.

When the broader strokes of their protection plans were organized, the journalists started to leave and spread the ideas and plans to the rest of Susveda and the other collectives that gathered based on shared affiliation to prepare.

Fang turned the conversation to the more immediate plans: in the morning, Fang, Flo, and Tan would travel to Marjean’s cottage in the forest beyond the mountain to help bring the necromancer and her familiar, Timothy, to Castle Belesti. Bowen was staying to help Xiu and keep close to Bowie. They planned to leave at sunrise. Tan felt a little guilty that he didn’t feel comfortable bringing up the fact that he could probably just fly to Marjean and be back well before an hour was spent. He was frightened to meet the necromancer alone in the woods, having heard not very encouraging things about necromancers who lived alone in the woods. So, they planned to walk together as quickly as possible.

Near the end of their gathering, two women entered and went to talk with Xiu. One was apparently blind, using what looked like a wizard’s staff as a cane. She was younger than the woman who helped her navigate around the tables, who had hair as orange as Flo’s. Tan learned her name was Maibel, from the Carriage Station. The blind woman looked as though she might have been running, her brown curls were long and wild. Her olive green dress was in disarray, and she carried a floral luggage backpack. Tan listened in while the rest of the conversations around him wandered towards amiable topics.

“Any rooms free for the night?” Maibel asked on behalf of the blind woman.

“Yes, we have one free,” Xiu shared, while she eyed the woman up and down. “Come from somewhere in a hurry?”

“Uh, the North,” she said with an apologetic smirk.

“Interesting,” Xiu narrowed her eyes. “And are you a friend of Susveda or of the North?”

“Definitely Susveda. It’s kind of a long story,” she said. “And probably not one I’d like to trust to many people, as you can understand.”

“Yes,” Xiu replied. “Well then, first room on the right.” She gestured up the stairs.

“What do I owe you?” The woman asked.

Xiu chuckled. “What’s your name, sweetie?”

“Raisa.”

“Raisa, your money’s been no good here since the moment our people’s revolution rose up and claimed power over these parts. We give. We share what we have. I have a room with a bed. You need a room with a bed. We’ll figure out how long you want to stay there so long as you behave yourself. If you want to stay here in Susveda, I can get you connected with our housing committee that helps match people to availability. Everyone is welcome in Susveda as long as you do your best to help and take care of one another.”

“I’d heard rumors,” Raisa reacted. “I didn’t really think they were true. So you really did overthrow capitalism,” she said it with fascination.

“For the most part,” Xiu shrugged. “There are a few old stogies around town who still charge for their services or insist on exchanging gold for property. The rest is relationship-based. We work things out. We trade. We make plans with our nearest distribution center if we need something.”

“Tan,” Fang called and interrupted. “We’re going to get ready for the day tomorrow, are you staying with us for the night?”

“Um,” fear flashed in his chest at the thought of sleeping overnight in a strange space with people he’d just met. “I have a place nearby for the night. I’ll meet you at the eastern road at sunrise.”

“Alright,” she replied. Then, Bowen released the children. They came screaming and yelling from their containment chamber covered in paint splatters and in general disarray. Bowen’s apron was covered in paints, as was his hair, inexplicably.

“I think it’s really beautiful,” Bowen shared with the group. “A little abstract for my liking, but I’ve added some representational elements.”

The children insisted everyone come see the great unveiling, and so the group stood and came as a together to the dining room where they admired the splattered and finger-painted mural of everything the children painted in their hour together upon the wall. Bowen had painted a frame of ivy in a less-practiced hand than Flo’s paintings. She applauded his effort.

With a little bit of hesitance, Tan joined the people peeling off from the gathering to leave with their children for the night, wishing the group farewell. He stepped outside and pulled his linen scarf back over his head and face for his spores – and to feel more covered. It was dark and the stars were shining overhead. He left in a hurry, and as covertly as possible, peeled off into an alley beside the next building. There, he transformed into his bat form and took off into the night.

He went to the local vampire bat colony in a cave set into the mountain. Over the last year, it had been a place of healing and rest. It was a relief from all the pressures of being human. While Tan was in bat form, all that mattered was his next meal, his meaningless and yet enamoring relationships with his fellow bats. Any conversation with the other bats was so simple as to require no thought at all; in fact, Tan slipped into an altered state with them in his communication, so present was he in his body. “Hungry!”, ”Share!”, ”Stop!”, ”Angry!”, “Happy!”, “Cozy.” He loved cozy.

Cuddling up with the other fluffy bats, warming together in the cold, dank, dark of the cave made him feel part of something bigger than himself. They were a colony. Each was responsible for the other. Tan was occasionally offered blood, as bat colonies share their meals with members who were unsuccessful in their hunt, knowing if their fortunes changed, others would have their back. The bats grieved each loss and celebrated each birth together. Mothers shared in the duty of pup-rearing, nursing any hungry pups around, so that other resting mothers slept most soundly. Soft and warm, resting and at peace together. The grooming was also satisfying: the closeness of touch, the opportunity for care to be both given and received. Tan found the physical touch of the animals soothing and reparative while his soul grieved.

Overnight, the bats came in and out of the cave to hunt. Waves of excitement, anticipation, and frustration upon waking flowed through the collective; they cried out in rounds of “Hungry!”, “Sleepy!”, “Noisy!”, “Follow!” Tan did not like taking blood from other creatures the way the vampire bats did. It felt like violating robbery in the dark of night. They crept up the bodies of sleeping cattle, used razor-sharp fangs to make a cut in the flesh, before lapping up the blood. Their saliva encouraged bleeding while Tan’s ceased it. The fact that the blood tasted good increased the guilt the one time he had tried it. He knew the cow would be fine. A mild itch in the morning or a minor infection would be the worst the cow would get from him. He bemoaned the fact that vampires couldn’t eat fruits and vegetables. He had tried once. It didn’t go well.

As he hung from the cave ceiling, Tan considered his day with the TLF, the new potential friends and allies he’d met. There was both opportunity and fear. Potential for loss in the future. Impending doom from the threat of invasion. Yet, when he thought about the journey to the witch’s cottage in the morning, the only thing that Tan could feel was excitement. It had been a long time since Tan was part of a crew on a mission to help, and he wanted to help with his immortal time, even if it was a curse and reminder of the excessive evil of the Count. He snuggled into the bat beside him, the soft, warm fluff against his face. Perhaps, just maybe, everything could be okay someday, despite the horrors.

Author’s Note: This one was a hard one. I had a lot to say and not a lot of space to say it, so I’m sorry there’s a bit of tell over show. This one is a building block to the start of the character drama and lore so I’m excited about future chapters bringing that to the forefront. Keep safe, get loud, and keep up the good fight. Love from Minneapolis ❤

3. Marjean & Timothy

A low foghorn woke Tan where he hung from the cave ceiling in bat form. The sound was followed by the steady drone of sky ships in slow approach. He remembered:The Northlander Invasion. They were coming. Tan extracted himself from the nestled bat colony to a few tittering screeches in protest and flew to the cave entrance. Landing as a human, he brushed dirt from his white linen clothes best as he could. It was nearly daybreak. A quick glance upwards to confirm another cloudy, dreary day despite the humid heat. Safe from the sun, he dashed towards the forest path to get a clearer view in the tree break.

Dread gripped his throat. A contingency of gunmetal sky ships drifted on the breeze far to the north, approaching from the forested uplands. Twin trails of bubbles in steam followed the sky ships. He couldn’t see the army, but he could see where the birds startled and took flight below them. The magical blood in his veins quickened. Drawing his linen scarf tighter in nervousness, Tan ran his hands through his hair and hoped he didn’t smell too much like bats. He mentally prepared to meet his new allies as he set out for the start of the east forest road.

They were late. When they did come, they walked with nervous glances back at the sky ships. Fang was walking with her crossbow drawn. Flo’s hair was half up, half down in yesterday’s bun. She pulled nervously on the interlaced arm of her walking companion: Raisa, the blind woman from the north with her wizard’s staff. She seemed winded, though they were just getting started for the day.

Fang nodded curtly. “Good morning, or – well, morning, anyway.”

“Morning,” Tan nodded back. “It seems they’re here.”

“Yes, let’s hurry,” Flo glanced over her shoulder again.

But Raisa held her back while she panted, “I’m sorry, I’m more out of shape that I thought. Could you help loosen my stays?” Flo quickly obliged while Raisa took the moment to wipe the sweat from her forehead and slow her breathing. Tan couldn’t help but look at her closely. Her curly hair was tied up into a bun that was much neater than Flo’s. He noticed how the curled strands that hung down near her ear dangled towards the exposed amber skin of her chest. She wore the same olive traveling dress as last night. Tan spent a few moments kicking in the pebbles of the road with anxiety.

“Thank you,” she sighed in relief when Flo was done. She inclined her head towards him. “Tan, right?”

“Yeah,” he said. Trying to appear as unaffected as he could. “Raisa?”

“Aw, you remembered!” she seemed touched.

Tan felt awkward from her unexpected emotion. He wasn’t quite sure how to react. “How could I forget? It’s not often we get visitors from the north.”

“Tell me about it,” Fang groaned. “Come on, kiddos, we’ll have plenty of time to get to know each other on the walk over. Got to hurry so we’ll be back before sundown.” She started walking at a brisk pace and the trio followed, Flo taking Raisa’s arm as Tan ducked behind them.

Flo helped Raisa navigate the rough dirt road heading uphill into the eastern mountains, rutted by rainfall as it streamed down the mountain. The approaching sky ships drone became a low echo against the mountains before them. A steady flow of sky ships ascended from the harbor in Susveda after sunrise – people fleeing before the army’s arrival. The Susvedan ships flew by sail and bubble solution (steam engines generally being too costly for civilian use) leaving trails of iridescent bubbles shimmering even in the dreary daylight behind them. It brought to mind his former ship, the wreck, and with a shudder Tan tried to keep his focus on the trail, away from El Recortador and stormy seas.

Flo also seemed eager for distraction. She started a conversation with Raisa. “So…Raisa. We’re all alone out here, amongst friends. What’s your story?”

Raisa laughed nervously between her heavy breathing, “I’m not sure it’s wise to tell anyone all the details. I just had to get out of there. And seems I got out in just the nick of time.”

“Yeah,” Flo agreed. “Why did you leave?”

“It’s hard to explain. I was sort of…captive?” She said it like a question that implied fear of rejection.

“Oh! I’m sorry to hear that,” Flo looked to her in concern. Fang glanced over her shoulder. “Well, I’m glad you’re free now at least.”

“Me too,” Raisa smiled. “It’s been wonderful to breathe the free air, despite the circumstances. I’ve always wanted to experience Susveda. The city of artists! The city of freedom!” she beamed.

Fang chuckled darkly. “Well, let’s just hope we can keep it that way.”

Tan’s gut churned. The thought of Susveda’s fall to the Northlanders was unthinkable.

“We will,” Flo patted Raisa’s arm reassuringly. “We’re getting organized. We’ll keep each other safe, best as we can.”

Raisa gave her a wistful smile in return. “While we’re amongst friends, tell me more about this necromancer we’re fetching.”

Flo looked to Fang but she didn’t respond. “Marjean Pradham, hopefully the last survivor of the Pradham cult in the uncharted forests. It’s not my story to share, but she was the one to end her family’s reign of terror. Her familiar, Timothy, helped her. A demutatori. A shapeshifter. He’s a cat, but very…dangerous.”

Tan and Raisa perked in interest, surprised when Flo stalled there.

“I’ve never heard of a demutatori before,” Raisa said. “Are there many out in these woods?”

“No,” said Flo, looking into the dark forest which blanketed the mountain pass. “Thankfully. I think he means well, but Timothy can be very unpredictable.”

Tan had not heard of demutatori either, although he had seen a fair share of magical creatures in pirate markets and at port. “And we trust Marjean?”

Fang turned to face him, walking backwards. “With our lives. She has proven her trust with all she’s done for the fairies and their plight. But that too, is not our story to tell.”

Tan was curious, but gave her a nod in acknowledgement to her serious stare. A few moments later, she turned to walk forwards again. A terse silence followed as if they were considering their collective secrecy. The compatriots left each other to their thoughts.

Around mid-morn the ships stopped near the north edge of the city and the travelers reached the crest of the road. From there, it would decline on the other side of the mountains, leaving Susveda hidden from view. They turned and watched as the ships descended to the ground, trees being felled by the soldiers to accommodate their landing. Fang’s frown was deep and grim. “Bastards. Come on. Let’s hurry,” she said. They followed as fast as Raisa could handle, sweat dripping from her brow.

On the other side of the mountains, the threat seemed less present with the drone growing quieter by the minute. The birdsong and fresh forest air lightened their heavy hearts enough that Flo and Raisa resumed their chatting. She drew in the rest to their conversation.

Raisa asked, “Have any of you been in combat before?”

“No,” Flo answered. “Though I’ve training as a healer, so I’ve seen the aftermath.”

“Yes, but I’d rather not endure it again,” Fang replied gruffly.

“Yes,” Tan replied. Flo shot a look over her shoulder was if she had forgotten Tan was there, so he kept talking and ended up back at his thoughts about stormy waters. “Sword combat. Though that sword now lies somewhere at the bottom of the Cambian Sea. I imagine hand-to-hand combat in Susveda would be very different than at sea.”

“You were a sailor?” Raisa turned with an interested glimmer in her eyes.

Tan cleared his throat, hoping for the best. “A pirate.”

“A pirate?!” Raisa exclaimed, startling birds in the understory. She stopped and turned to him, pulling Flo to a stop as well.

“Uh, yes?”

“I love pirate stories. I always asked my-, well, when people used to read to me, those were the stories I preferred to hear. Did you sail on a sky ship?” Her excitement was charming.

Tan slowly resumed his walking because he noticed Fang getting too far ahead of them. Flo took the hint and got Raisa walking again as Tan moved to walk on her other side. “Yes, she was called El Recortador.” Fang perked in interest and slowed to listen. “She had steam engines, sails, and bubble solution engines, so that we could move where the wind took her, on the waters or in the skies.”

“Ooh,” Raisa giggled, “And you were in sword fights? Were you a captain?”

Tan cringed a little in discomfort. “A co-captain. And yes. But our goal was to incapacitate the crew so that the gold stolen from Trevista could be returned. Unfortunately, sailors were often willing to die to protect the gold meant for their betters. Poor men fighting for the rich men’s greed.” Tan’s stomach turned at the thought of those deaths for such ill cause.

“Oh,” Raisa wilted and tried to change the subject. “But you must have had a lot of adventures on the Cambian Sea. It’s the sea of space after all!”

“Of course,” he tried to brighten up. “There’s always some stray voidal whirlpools to avoid. Other pirates to parley with. Fantastical fish or birds of sea, alien creatures of space swimming along the undercurrents.” His mind flashed an image of the rainbow bioluminescence of the vampire squid as it swam. He quickly shook himself and the memory, looking to Raisa’s gnarled wizard’s staff.

“You carry a staff, are you a witch?”

Raisa was surprised by the change of subject. “Oh – no, when I got out at the carriage station the supervisor gave me this from the lost and found. She said some wizard left it there a while ago. Random question, by the way, do you know what ‘Trafalgar’ means?”

“’Trafalgar?’ No, sounds like it could be a name.”

“Hm,” Raisa considered. She gripped the staff tighter while she used it as a walking stick. “Anyhow, you’re avoiding the question at hand: tell me some adventure stories, mister pirate! It will make the time pass, regardless.”

Flo and Fang glanced with smirks in his direction too – their interest was clear. However, it had been ages since he sat around the lanternlight, swapping stories with the crew. He felt a bit out of practice. Anxiety swelled in his chest. He considered pushing them away with an excuse. Raisa was right, though. It would pass the time. He considered a safe enough tale to tell that was far from the shipwreck, in the best of times. His chest tightened as he remembered the best of times were always with Hernando.

The pause was growing long enough that it grew awkward, so he forced himself to quell the gnawing sensations of anxiety and grief along the edges of memory.

“Have you heard of the sea blob?”

Raisa startled a bit as if she wasn’t expecting him to break the silence. A smile lit up her face. “Everyone’s heard of the great sea blob!”

“Not everyone,” Fang chuckled. “What in the gods’ name is the sea blob?”

“They say it just looks like a silver sparkle on the surface of the water, seen upon far, it’s nearly indistinguishable from the reflection of the sun on the waves. Up close, one can see its sparkling, silver appearance. A great big…blob, for lack of a better word, floating on the surface, about the size of a life vessel. It’s hard to know for sure, but they say there’s only one out there on the Cambian Sea, slowly hunting for its quarry. It eats wood out on the sea, like a slime mold or a fungus, but faster. The thing isn’t fast of course, but over time, its been tracked over vast distances. It propels itself forward somehow and tries to run into driftwood or ships. Left unattended, it can eat through the hull and cause a leak that grows until the entire ship is sunk and consumed.”

Fang started laughing. “That’s so ridiculous! And it seems easy to catch and push out of the way.”

“It is,” Tan said, concentrated on his walking feet and keeping his emotions at bay as he spoke. “But there’s tales of the blob being washed into harbor at night and causing a lot of damage. That’s why we sailors always keep a lookout on the docks, even in safe harbor. Not to mention the fact there’s more than just the sea blob out there.”

“Why don’t they just get rid of it?” Fang asked.

Raisa gave a little gasp of disapproval as she brought a hand to her chest. Tan smiled at her sailor’s superstition. “Angering the goddess of the sea would probably be a bad idea. They say it’s a pet of hers, set loose to keep sailors vigilant to the dangers of the sea, even whilst at rest. Plus, I’ve heard the thing is unkillable. Lesser men have tried, washed it ashore and set it ablaze to find the thing back in the water eating away at their ships at sunrise.”

“Spooky,” Flo grinned.

“Tell me about the space creatures!” Raisa demanded playfully.

Tan felt a little more relaxed with his walking companions’ reception. “Each is just as strange as the next. Have you heard of siphonophores?”

“Siphono-what?” Flo asked.

“Siphonophores. Sea creatures that look like…fantastical chandeliers, or colorful ropes. All kinds of shapes. They’re actually colonies of different creatures living together. One type operates as the fins, another as the stomach and that way they all live together as one being made of many beings.

“There’s lots of space creatures that look like siphonophores we call floaters. They float, up, up, up until they come out of the water. Their antigravity powers aren’t fully understood but generally, they’re harmless. Out in the deep waters there are often floaters in the air just above the waves, completely alien, hanging like…light fixtures or curled into undulating ropes with branching paths. Probably hunting insects or other creatures. I’ve seen one catch a jumping fish before though, so they might be more capable than most folks give them credit for. They’re bioluminescent and come in every color. A group of floaters at night is…quite a sight, like living constellations.”

“Wow,” Raisa said with amazement. “What other alien creatures are there?”

“Voidal whirlpools often catch fish unawares, and they can’t swim in the lack of, well, anything, so the Mouthfish lives there at the center. It’s not really a fish, but what else do you call something with fins that kind of looks like a fish? It has a massive mouth full of sharp teeth that it keeps open and just waits for fish to float on in. It also has antigravity propulsion, so that’s how it reproduces. The clones propel themselves out of the dying parent and try to find their own voidal whirlpool to take over. Most don’t make it, eaten by bigger fish in the water. But the ones that do can grow to massive sizes and swallow up sharks with ease.”

“Creepy!” Fang said.

“So cool,” Raisa laughed. “Don’t stop there! Tell me more!” And that was how they passed the afternoon, Tan sharing his knowledge of the alien and sea creatures.

Mid-afternoon, the road turned to a path through the dark conifer forest before disappearing into a trail of crushed grass. “We’re getting close,” Fang said. Flo tightened her grip on Raisa’s arm as she helped lead her over the roughening terrain. “If you see a black cat, do not move, do not engage. Do not talk to him. Let him come to you. He can be very dangerous.” The trail narrowed, so Tan stepped behind Flo and Raisa. Tan looked over his shoulder and worried about what he was getting himself into.

The way opened up into a meadow in the forest. There was a little hut made of rough-cut logs in the traditionally cozy witch’s manner. There was even a plume of smoke coming from the stone chimney, despite the heat and humidity. Tan slowed when he saw the door hung open with no sign of anyone around. The party stopped and Fang took a few steps forward.

“Marjean? Timothy?” she called out, breaking the silence of the meadow.

They stood completely still. Tan realized he was holding his breath. After a few more moments, his hand wandered to his hidden blades, ready for an ambush. But then, a witch who looked about the same age as the rest of their crew jogged around the side of the hut, a black cat trotting behind her. She wore the customary black pointed hat over waist-length black hair and a black handmade dress ornamented with crow feathers. Her smile flashed white under the shade of the hat and against her dark skin.

“Fang! Flo, how good to see you. I was just out back in the garden.” She had an accent that was unfamiliar to Tan, a rare inland variety. As she approached, she slowed and then stopped a few feet away. Tan could see up close she was disheveled. There were knots and brambles in her hair. Twigs and seed pods stuck to her dress, and she had an exhausted, harried look about her. Dark circles creased under her eyes. Marjean spread her arms wide with dramatic flair before turning around to address the cat.

“Now Timothy, these are friends. Be nice to them. Nice. We can be a good boy today, right? A good boy. That’s right.” Timothy walked around her to slowly approach Fang. He was a standard black cat with short fur and bright yellow eyes, but Tan could tell he was anything but ordinary. Instead of the usual ripple of his powers to sense animal emotions, Tan felt a wall emanating off of Timothy, almost like pushing opposing poles of magnets together. Fang stood stiff with her arms out, as if to show him she had no weapons at the ready. Her crossbow was secured to her back. Tan withdrew his own hands as Flo moved to copy her. Raisa fretted, fidgeting with her hands, unable to see the posture change or reason why.

Timothy approached and sniffed Fang’s feet. It seemed he liked what he smelled, because he rubbed his head and then his body against her legs and flicked his tail back and forth.

“Gooood boy, Timothy,” Marjean said, looking very nervous as he approached Raisa.

She had no reason to fear though, because he didn’t even sniff Raisa before rubbing against her legs and then her staff, starting to make happy purring noises.

“Oh my – such a good boy, Timothy!”

Then he was on to Flo, who he rubbed against and looked up at her in a way that invited a pet. Slowly, Flo lowered one hand and scratched the top of his head, drawing more happy noises.

“That’s right, good boy!” Marjean seemed to be melting in relief and lowered her hands.

Then Timothy moved to approach Tan and froze, whites of his eyes showing. He sniffed the air. No, no no no. Tan internally begged him to be good to him too. The cat’s back fur prickled as he took a few more steps in approach, drawing his ears down as he got one more good sniff. Then, Timothy transformed.

The cat burst into a hot flame much too close for comfort. Within the fire he grew into some kind of devilish being, stretching taller and taller. A growl that turned into a roar tore through the quiet of the forest. It was so sudden and terrifying that Tan instantly transformed into a bat and dashed into the sky as fast as he could flap his wings. The scene erupted below in screaming as the demon writhed in the growing flames.

“Timothy! Timothy! Oh my Gods, Timothy! Bad, bad boy! How did you –“

“Oh my Gods he turned Tan into a bat!” Flo yelled.

“What?!” Raisa yelled, falling in the turmoil away from the heat of the fire, her staff kicked aside. Timothy reached his flaming talons into the sky, growing larger and larger to try to reach Tan where he flapped furiously to get out of the way. Fang pulled Raisa away from the flames which scorched the earth around him. Timothy roared. As quick as it started, Marjean ended it by conjuring a raincloud, chanting below with her arms raised as a little cloud sprouted a downpour over Timothy’s head. He screeched, melting down, down, down until he turned back into a soaking wet, and now yowling, cat.

“Turn him back!” Marjean yelled. “Bad boy! Turn him back!”

Tan considered just flying away and going home out of embarrassment, but knew the group would fear for his wellbeing. Tan slowly descended to the other side of the clearing and transformed back into his human form, both his hands up, but Timothy was now more concerned with how wet he was. He growled and hissed at Marjean between swipes of his tongue against his fur.

“Good boy, thank you. Now that was not very nice, Timothy. That was very bad. Fang’s friends are our friends.”

Fang cautiously backed over to Tan with her hands raised, not turning her back on Timothy. “Are you alright?”

Tan was busy catching his breath. “Yeah, yes, I’m alright.”

“I’m sorry!” Marjean called across the yard. “He’s never done that before! I didn’t even know he could shapeshift other people!”

“Um,” Tan hesitated, but figured in this instance, in this company, honesty was probably the best policy. “I’m sorry, but he didn’t,” he called back to her. “I’m a – a –“ He hesitated and Fang turned fully to look at him, gravely serious.

“You’re a what?”

“Um, a vampire?” He tensed, expected violence. He took a few steps back.

“A vampire!?” Fang said. “Ugh Gods-damn it, why didn’t you tell us?” He paused, realizing her ire was not from his vampirism but from not being told. Tan tried to relax in disbelief. He smiled. He couldn’t believe his good luck. Not only had he found lovely new friends, but they also didn’t seem to care about his condition.

“I – I’m sorry, I feared prejudice.” Tan gave a little bow.

“Timothy hates vampires!” Marjean called across the yard. “We don’t know why! I’m sorry!”

“What exactly is Timothy?!” Raisa called from her spot by Flo, who helped her up.

“He’s a shapeshifter that’s a cat, a demutatori.” Marjean said, coming closer and putting herself between Timothy and the group, not taking her eyes off him as he grumpily groomed himself. “He keeps the forest and the spirits in balance somehow. He’s a very powerful magical being. I just try to keep him out of trouble as much as I can. Things have been really bad lately – I’ve heard there’s a blight out in the forest that is really throwing things out of whack.”

Timothy stood and transformed into a wet, naked man with white skin and brown hair. He smoothed his wet hair back with disdain and walked over the burned grass, prancing high-kneed over the wet grass as if not wanting his feet to get wet. Quickly, he jumped up the stairs into the hut, where he stood glaring from the doorway in a particularly feline manner, penis swinging.

“We’re coming, I’ll get you dried off,” Marjean called after him. “Come on. Let’s talk. I’ll make some tea, but Tan, could you sit on the top stair there? Better safe than sorry. I don’t want to rebuild again. We’ll leave the door open so you can hear.”

Once the group was settled inside and Tan sat on the stoop, Fang told Marjean why they were there. Tan could see even from outside that the place was a wreck inside, and it was clear why. Timothy turned back into a cat and even though Marjean had magically dried him, he was still upset with her. He wandered around as Marjean prepared the tea, slapping books, papers, and bottles off of shelves, sending them toppling to the floor to join other crumpled and chewed-on books, papers, and bottles.

“They’re here. The Northlanders are invading Susveda. They’ve brought sky ships and an army. We need you, and we need Timothy if he will help.”

“Yeah, that’s a big if though,” Marjean said, bringing them the tea as they sat around the cluttered table piled high with her books and papers. Tan could tell it was uncomfortably hot inside with the fire burning. A little pot of something bubbled on top of the stove but there was no smell. “I’m worried what will happen here if we take him with us. Things seem really out of balance. I’ve been trying to work with the animals to figure out what’s causing this blight. They have no ideas so far.”

“There’s a mycologist at Xiu’s. Dr. Tatterdemalion. He’s come to study the blight,” Fang continued. She watched intensely as the witch wandered, picking up papers and bottles after Timothy.

“It would be nice to talk with him, compare notes. Timothy, no, that one’s caustic,” she disappeared out of Tan’s view around the corner.

“I agree, I think you two should talk. Even if you don’t think we could get Timothy to come with us, I would still prefer not doing this without you. You’re the only one I know who’s overcome the mind mastery spell.”

“What if that was just a fluke?” Marjean called nervously from the back room. She never stopped moving, always following Timothy as he did mischief. Little clanging noises betrayed the fact he was still pushing things over.

“I think we can make a place to fortify. Castle Belesti. It’s big enough we can hold an army inside and outside if we have to. The stones won’t burn, unlike the rest of the buildings in Susveda.” The famed woodworking of Susveda was a vulnerability in this instance.

Marjean and Tan cringed at the mention of the cursed Castle Belesti. But Marjean emerged back into the room chasing Timothy, who had a dried plant in his mouth. “Drop it! Timothy, drop it!” She managed to pull it out and the villain retreated with his tail flicking in annoyance towards Tan. Tan shot up and backed down the stairs as Timothy approached. “Timothy, leave Tan alone, what are you doing?” But then the cat took off at a gallop running down the stairs, past Tan and into the forest beyond.

“Oh my Gods, good, we have about five minutes,” she said as Marjean ran to a scratched-up armchair and collapsed in exhaustion, her arm over her eyes. Tan cautiously walked to the doorway and leaned in. Fang took a deep breath to calm herself, then took a sip of tea and cringed at the taste, putting it down. She seemed to want to give Marjean a few moments of rest. The witch looked like she was quickly falling asleep.

“Marjean,” she said after a few moments and Marjean startled awake.

“Yeah?”

“Are you going to come with us to Susveda?”

Marjean put her arm down. She looked out the window utterly spent. “Yes. I’ll need to send word to the fairy enclave.”

Fang stood and approached, lingering in the archway before her. “Can you send word to ask them to send help?.”

Marjean glared. ”I won’t send them into danger.”

“You don’t get to decide that for them. If we fail, if the Northlanders keep pressing outside Susveda and on the settlements in the east…”

Marjean ran her hands over her eyes. “Why can’t they just…stop?”

“I don’t know,” Fang said, approaching to kneel before her in the chair. “Maybe they’re evil. Maybe they’re crazy. Maybe they’re under some spell of mind control. But we have to stop them, Marjean. We can’t let this continue.”

Marjean removed her hand and looked at Fang deeply. Some resistance melted away inside her. “You realize Timothy could kill us all, entirely by accident.”

“We can try to plan, train, prepare before we set him loose on the army. Let’s talk to him. See if we can even get him near the port. All that water. Then we’ll go from there.” Fang stared, asking Marjean with her eyes to come with her.

Her friend visibly caved as she melted into the chair. “I can’t believe we’re going to have to try to beat them. This is crazy. We’re all going to die.” She shook her head and looked out the window.

“And yet –“ Fang invited.

Marjean sighed and rolled her eyes. “I can’t let you go off and get killed by yourself.”

“Hooray!” Flo cheered.

“But if things don’t go well with Timothy, I have to leave with him.” Marjean pointed into Fang’s face.

“Of course,” Fang assented.

“Hooray! Mar-jean! Mar-jean!” Flo chanted as she stood to go hug her.

“Don’t make me regret it,” she looked sidelong to Fang, who returned her worried glance back before she accidenly met Tan’s gaze, quickly looking away and schooling her face back to its usual hardened strength. Tan had no idea what he was getting himself into, but the fear of the army invasion mingled with the excitement of having found friends, maybe even a new crew.

They helped Marjean to pack as quickly as they could. She had bottomless enchanted bags, so they were able to toss in almost everything from the cabin and the garden with ease. Marjean grumbled that it would be hard to find things later, but Fang told her she would manage. When they were done, Marjean took a small bird bone from the pile on her kitchen windowsill. Opening the window, she whispered into the bone, which glowed with a purple light as it transformed into a spellcraft crow. It glittered with purple light. She blew the crow from her palm like a seed and the bird took off out the window. “I hope the fairies know to keep well enough alone,” she said, shooting a glare to Fang.

Timothy returned, meeting them at the steps. Marjean readied a fabric sling at her front so she could carry him like a baby. The cat hopped in without pomp and proceeded to fall asleep as they started off on the trail back to the city of Susveda. They planned to arrive in the darkness of the evening, not long after sunset.

The group walked in silence for a while as Marjean pondered, obviously troubled by leaving her home and the prospect of war before her. Eventually, Flo wanted to break the silence.

“So you really don’t know what Timothy’s been doing out in the forest?”

“No,” she replied, looking down at the black cat that curled tighter at hearing his name, putting a paw over his eyes. Marjean supported the bundle in her arms as if he were a human baby. “He just goes off into the forest. I’ve tried following him a few times, but it’s like he disappears once he crosses the threshold – and he’s not telling me anytime soon.” She chuckled as Timothy stretched, luxuriating in the attention. “Yet whatever he’s doing was working, at least before the blight showed up.” She gestured back to the mysterious giant fungi somewhere beyond and sighed. “Now I have no idea what’s going to happen. If we leave, the spirits of the forest are going to shift out of balance. If we stay, they’re going to become imbalanced as the blight spreads. I can see the logic of leaving now before it gets worse, but it’s still hard. This area is wonderful. I wish we had enough time together so you could feel the spirits’ presence. They’re so peaceful. It’s very healing.”

“Hm,” Flo closed her eyes and nodded, as though she was trying to feel the spirits’ presence.

Marjean turned to Tan. “What about you? I don’t know anything about you. Where did you come from?” After a brief introduction, Tan had leapt into helping Marjean pack. He almost forgot that Marjean was aware of his presence, she had ignored him for so long.

“Uh,” Tan laughed nervously, “I’m from here. About a league that way.” Fang glanced at him. When he didn’t say anything further, Marjean asked directly.

“Where do you live?”

Anxiety dropped like a stone in his gut. Tan wondered first, whether he should tell the truth. He considered that everything he had shared thus far had gone alright thus far, that Fang and her friends had yet to react poorly to anything he’d said. Honesty was hard, though. As a pirate, lying was a matter of safety because of his outlaw status. Even before his years as a pirate, the truth wasn’t safe within the dark walls of his father’s castle amongst malevolent devotees. He could always fly away as a bat, flee back to his castle, and hide. If it was bad enough, he knew he could take as much gold as he could carry from the vault and flee the city. With a shaky breath, Tan straightened and decided to try more honesty.

“Castle Belesti.”

Marjean tensed and looked to him with wide eyes. The collective inhale of the listeners was enough to stir Timothy to frustrated waking. He groaned at the annoyance. Raisa did not react. Perhaps she didn’t know about the history of the region. Flo looked to Fang with concern. Marjean looked like her mind was racing behind the tense look in her eyes.

“What do you mean?” Marjean asked. “Why – how do you live there?”

Tan ran his hands over his face. He kept breathing deeply to stay calm. “It’s my home. I had nowhere else to go when I got back from my time at sea. Technically, on paper…I am the Count of Susveda.”

Fang stopped walking. Flo ran into her back and Raisa bumped her shoulder in surprise at the sudden stop. That sent a wave of movement that led to Timothy peeking his head out and glancing around, deciding if he needed to defend Marjean. Tan raised his hands to Fang to show he wasn’t a threat. Raisa and the group waited tensely for what would happen next. Marjean looked between them all and decided to stand with the rest of the group, aligning with Fang. Tan stood on the other side of the suddenly divided group, mentally begging them to stand down, to hear him out.

“Susveda has no Count. Explain yourself,” was all Fang said, a look of betrayal on her face.

“There’s no need to do anything we’ll regret,” Tan said, trying to keep his breathing calm as he felt panic rising in his throat. “I’m no threat.” He decided to make it more clear by slowly backing away, hands raised. Flo and Marjean looked to Fang. Fang stared intensely at him, as if she was trying to see the contents of his soul, before she finally nodded and motioned for them all to keep walking. Flo and Marjean exhaled. There was a sense of relief from the tension that had momentarily captured the group.

Tan felt the pressure of their intense stares as he tried to breathe more deeply and moved to walk alongside Fang and Marjean ahead of Flo and Raisa. His fingers tingled with numbness from the panic. “I um, I haven’t really told anybody else before. Other than a former partner.” His heart clenched at the thought of Hernando and how little he judged Tan for his past.

“We have all night,” Fang said. “Start from the beginning.” It was a command.

The fear rose again from his stomach to his chest. Could he tell it all? He supposed he had to try.

Author’s Note:

Whew! This was a hard one to finish with a ~4 month hiatus. I got very overwhelmed by Operation Metro Surge, then life, after most of the ICE officers left Minneapolis. I’m looking forward to picking this second rewrite up again on a semi-regular basis. Subscribe for more and keep up the good fight. ❤

4. Atanase

But Tan wasn’t able to tell his story. He was interrupted by the sound of heavy breathing and running steps drifting to the group from afar. The group silenced and looked to each other before they continued on, deciding without words to meet the unseen person running towards them from Susveda. It wasn’t long until, to the group’s surprise, a familiar young man jogged into view. He was sweaty and out of breath with his own fabric sling across his chest to match Marjean’s.

“Bowen?!” Flo and Fang called out with worry.

“Oh, thank the gods,” Bowen gasped between breaths. It was clear from the wriggling that he had Bowie the cat in the sling. Tan felt the edges of the cat’s rippling fear from the power of his animal empathy. Bowie was frightened, writhing in the fabric to try to get out, generating body heat that had him panting to cool down. Tan took a few gentle steps back to get out of the range of his emotions.

“What’s going on?” Fang asked as he got closer.

Bowen had to catch his breath before he replied, allowing Bowie to peek out his orange and white tabby head to greet the crew. The cat recognized them and increased his struggle to get out, tongue visible as he panted. “No,” Bowen gently chided him, careful to keep the cat in the fabric sling. When Bowen caught his breath, he replied, “Slight change of plans,” in a cheerful tone, as if discussing the weather. “The army came in to Susveda.”

“Should we keep walking?” Fang asked while she gestured down the road.

“Probably, very quickly,” Bowen said and the group followed at as fast a pace as they could manage.

“They’re setting up a base of operations to the north of the city where their ships landed. Then, they took a lap through the city with loudspeakers mounted on auto-mobiles. They’re claiming ownership over the city until they ‘capture or kill the insurrectionists.’ But of course, everyone was throwing rocks at them and telling them to fuck off, so…things are already pretty rough. Thank the gods they haven’t used guns, but there’ve been brawls. I haven’t seen any Mind Mastery wizards, unless they’re disguised.”

“Shit,” Flo said, Fang looked to Marjean who swore in an unknown tongue.

“Have they kept away from Castle Belesti?” Fang asked.

“Yes, I’m not sure they’re looking for it. Seems their day one plans are to alert everyone of their presence. No one’s too badly hurt, just roughed up. They’re looking for TLF members and locations.”

“But practically everyone’s TLF…” Flo trailed off, her magnified eyes wide in her round glasses.

“Exactly,” Bowen agreed in concern.

“Have they been to Xiu’s?”

“Only to announce their presence and goals. Xiu made everyone stay quiet to get them out faster.”

“Good. Eduardo still there?”

“Yep,” Bowen said, struggling with Bowie’s reinvigorated wriggling as he gave a little complaining “mrrow.” “I know, baby, I’m so sorry,” he cooed. As if receiving Flo’s question telepathically, Bowen replied, “I’m not leaving my son alone with those bastards roaming around. What if there’s a fire?”

“We’ll keep Bowie safe,” Flo reassured him. “There’s plenty of room in Castle Belesti, right, Tan?”

Tan’s throat was so tight with anxiety, his “Yeah,” was about two octaves too high.

“That reminds me,” Fang said. “There’s been some developments. Tan’s a vampire and supposedly, the Count of Susveda. He was right about to elaborate before you came up on us.”

“Excuse me?” Bowen asked.

“Tan?” Fang prompted, “Perhaps you can tell us the quick version while we book it back?”

“Uhh,” Tan met Bowen’s concerned brown eyes for a second and decided he could trust these people, or at least, he had to, given the circumstances. “Shortest version: I was born Count Severin Lupescu’s daughter, Amelia. It was awful. First chance I could get, I left to become a pirate, not with the TLF but working with their agents. I lived as a man, Tan, short for Atanase…I was into Latin as a kid. When the Count was killed, I lied. I told the administration I was his long lost son who had been studying in the north, back when women couldn’t own property. That name is on the deed and royal documents, signed not long before the government collapsed, so technically I am the Count of Susveda. I returned about a year ago after I lost everything in a shipwreck. I’ve been in Castle Belesti ever since. Any questions?”

“Many,” Bowen said, out of breath again from their speed-walking. “But they can wait.”

Fang asked, “What was your codename with TLF?”

“I don’t know that I had one. My partner, Hernando, was the liaison. I think he went by ‘Handlebars.’”

“Shit,” she said, visibly shaken. “I’m sorry for your loss.”

“You knew him?”

“No, just of him. You two did good work. I bet millions made it back to the Trevistan coffers recaptured by your crew alone. That changes things moving forward. Better chance of holding back these assholes working with you.”

“Heh,” Tan laughed nervously and rubbed his arm where an old combat wound kept sore. “I’ve been out of the field for a year now.”

“Little practice, you’ll be back. Not like we can touch these guys anyways. They’d throw us in some prison forever, string us up, or worse.”

Tan’s heart ached. He never thought he’d be “back” to living his piratical life of resistance to the Northlanders. He recalled just two days before, how much of a ghost of his former self he had become, not sure whether he wanted to live or die. It was all moving so fast. “I’ll try.” he resolved to steel himself for Susveda and Trevista’s defense, if only to be of use.

“Alright, Raisa,” Flo said, needling the woman with their linked elbows. “Now that Tan’s shared his deep dark secrets, let’s hear yours.”

“Oh gods,” she panted heavily as they made their way uphill, sweat dripping down her face.“Are you – really – sure? Some secrets – are a little – dangerous to know.”

“Yep. Spill the beans,” Fang said. “I’d like to know who we’re working with.”

“Uh, okay…if you’re sure.” She hesitated a moment. “I’m…kind of the daughter of Duke Ionescu?”

“Mother Goddess be with us,” Flo prayed.

“For fuck’s sake,” Marjean sighed.

“Oh,” Tan breathed quietly to himself.

“Shit,” Bowen swore.

“Correct,” Raisa said. “I’ve been basically held captive in the castle at Montmarche my whole life because I was born blind. My parents believed I was incapable of life outside of the castle but never even gave me a chance to try. That’s what they said at least. I think they just wanted total control over me. They were…kind of messed up people. I had friends in the castle help me escape. Made it just in time before the invasion, which I knew nothing about. So, shit, here we are!”

“Oh gods,” Fang said, “so the former Duke of Croît, president of Northlandia, invades Susveda to take down TLF, who now…happen to be laying low with his missing daughter. Great. That’s going to look good if that gets out. Keep that to ourselves, everyone.” Tan was a little surprised that the group took Tan and Raisa at their word, but he supposed they didn’t have much choice considering the circumstances. “Now that that’s covered, how long do our witches think it will take to magically cleanse an abandoned castle?”

Flo and Marjean looked to each other. “Maybe one night if we stay up?” Flo surmised.

“Yeah,” Marjean agreed.

“Great. We can have folks moving in come sunrise. Tan, anything we should know about the castle that would help us?”

Tan knew he should keep the secret vault to himself for now. Money had no more use in Susveda, but the Northlanders would be there in a second knocking down every wall if they knew how much gold and riches were buried under the castle. Tan believed he was the only living person left who knew the complex combination to access it. Instead, he said, “The armory should be full, bit out of date, may be rusty and dusty, but salvageable.

“Greeeat. Let’s hope we don’t need that. Let’s hurry.”

They smelled smoke and spores at the crest of the mountain pass. Susveda was visible below, rainbow and mega-mushroom blighted, the overcast sunset fading to evening light. To the north, fires burned, illuminating the metallic hulls of the sky ships anchored above. Smoke streamed high in an arc across the sky, probably from the moisture of the wood and the leaves they burned. The group made a beeline for Castle Belesti, her spiky black tower a gothic icon in the hilly landscape. The sun was down when they made it to the menacing double doors once more.

On their approach, the group heard a loud pop from the direction of the soldiers’ camps. The fire reflecting off the sky ships brightened a moment, coinciding with the sound of cheers from the gathered men. Tan bristled with anxiety. More than that, he quailed with dread approaching the castle once more.

“I could check out what they’re doing,” he offered quietly, an escape.

“Be careful,” Fang said. Marjean opened the front doors without pause.

Tan turned away from the sight of the haunted darkness beyond and transformed with his own pop sound into bat form, flapping away into the sky while the rest of the group watched him depart. He tried not to look back, concentrated on the rising beat of his wings and the wind buffeting his tiny body like the waves of the sea.

His senses were flooded with the smells, sights and sounds, even though Susveda was incredibly quiet that night. Doors were locked. Windows were shut. Yet he still smelled the remains of spiced suppers and the moisture of spores. He could hear the quiet murmurs and rustling of hundreds of people trying to stay unnoticed inside their homes. The lights were dim, but still visible beneath the cracks of doors and at the street corners upon lamp posts. Pets and livestock like backyard chickens produced waves of emotional tension below, reacting to the sense that something was wrong.

In contrast, the men in the Northlander camp were boisterous and their fires were bright. They drank. Some sang songs in their drunkenness. Others dawdled by the fire. They stank, even from afar, of effort, sweat, and machines – of their gasoline-powered automobiles, coal-fired steam engines, and bubble solution buoyancy tanks. An acrid, burnt machine stench. Tan fluttered down as discreetly as he could onto a high branch in a tall tree to assess the damage. Already, the crew had downed a hundred trees to form their makeshift camp. They burned the logs in large bonfire stacks that smoked from their moisture and fungal infection. The smoke stung Tan’s delicate eyes.

There were no women in the camp, only men. That much was clear at a glance. The men were in various stages of dress, from those who still wore their silver suits of armor, to those who wore only their night shorts. Their stench of hot beer and body odor was almost too much for Tan to bear in his sensitive bat form, but he tried to focus on other details over the overwhelming sensations of stink and noise and his three-dimensional awareness of the scene from echolocation. Every man was in conversation and he couldn’t help but hear snippets.

“-lick ‘em good, come Friday night. I’ll be willing to bet on it. These fragile anarchists won’t know what’s coming to them. They’ve been planting flowers and lazing about while we do all the work in the empire for far too long!”

“-fucking Trevistan-supporting crazies. President Ionescu is finally doing what needs to be done, whippin’ these lot back into line. Bloody nightmare. Can’t imagine it: forcin’ everyone to share what they have. No private corpos. Can’t get why they haven’t had a coup already. Must be killin’ dissenters.”

“Did you see how that one looked at me when I threw that rock right back at her bitch face? They’ll get what’s coming to them. Every last one of them.”

“-Insolent robbers-”

“-Backstabbing traitors-”

“-insurrectionists-”

“- treason –

“I say we just take the kids. I mean, otherwise every last one of them is going to grow up to be another Trevistan-loving terrorist.”

Closer to him, Tan heard two men talking in a quieter voice. “Have you thought about joining up with the settlements in the east? My gran even joined up. Gave her 90 gold just for enlisting. All you’ve got to do is keep pushing fucking fairies further eastward. Yeah. You can do anything you want to ‘em and nothing’s gonna happen. My cousin Jove loves it-” His focus was drawn to a brazen drunk in his shorts by the fire.

“I don’t care if we kill ‘em all or lock ‘em up and throw away the key. My money’s on the generals setting up one of them colony operations up here. Like they’ve got going on in west Trevista. The mining operations, you know? Give ‘em some real work to do for once. Seriously. Ten gold. I’m good for a bet.”

When he’d grown disgusted enough with their commentary about his neighbors, former allies, and new friends, Tan decided to check in on Xiu’s. He knew their group would want to know how everyone was doing. Thankfully, the smells of the men’s camp dissipated the further up he flew. The spores were visible on the wind, swirling in rivulets like the smoke on the breeze. He used them to find an updraft and make his way to Xiu’s.

The tavern had its doors closed and the windows covered with the white lace curtains, but light was still visible inside. Tan landed in an alley nearby and jogged the last few steps as quietly as he could. To his surprise, the door was open and unlocked. He slipped in and took a glance around the barroom. Daisy the orc sat beside the hearthfire with its perpetual cauldron of soup. She crocheted what looked like a delicate doily in her lap with a sleeping Enoki, who lay balanced on Daisy’s knee.

Dr. Tatterdemalion the Mothling was at his microscope in the same place at the table, as if he hadn’t moved since the community meeting. He gave what Tan thought was a smile and wave at the sound of his entry, hard to tell with the proboscis. Xiu emerged from the hallway to the kitchen. Her brows furrowed at the sight of him, drawing nerves from his belly into his chest.

“Sit,” she pointed at a barstool, then returned to the kitchen.

Tan sat but was interrupted by the mycologist. “Clavaria zollingeri!” He said with excitement.

“Excuse me?” Tan asked.

“A violet coral fungus! It’s not every day one gets to study samples of one that’s grown forty feet tall!” He beckoned with his clawed hand for Tan to approach the microscope.

“Oh,” he said and politely got up to take a look. On the inside, Tan saw white ovular spores scattered about the slide, along with a large chunk of lilac-colored cell tissue. “Hm,” he hummed to convey interest.

“Gorgeous specimen. Branching arms like a coral of the Cambian Sea, but entirely different cellular structure. I’ll have to point one out to you if I ever get the chance. Oh! Actually, here,” he rifled through the loose note papers on the table until he found one with a fantastic sketch in ink of the intricately-detailed mushroom. It had hundreds of little branching arms reaching for the sky.

“Wow,” he said in real awe for the professor’s skilled botanical illustration.

“Here,” Xiu returned behind him and set a goblet on the bartop. Tan came back and took it. It was full of pig’s blood. He looked to her with question in his glance. “You look like shit. Just because you’re a vampire doesn’t mean you don’t need to eat every day.”

Her words were a gut punch of memory and anxiety. It was a devastating reminder of how Hernando once chided him of the very same thing. However, it had never felt right living from the blood of the crew for very long on the seas, when they would all need their energy or risk losing more blood in combat. He did not want to be the cause of any of his crew members faltering when they needed strength most. He often lied that he had drank from another. In the same vein, he resented having to drink from animals. It’s not like I asked to become a vampire.

He hadn’t considered perhaps his skipped meals might be obvious upon his face in some way, causing further questioning. Perhaps his crew were more diplomatic in their questioning than Xiu’s demands. He took the goblet and drank obediently, shuddering away the deathly thoughts and feelings of the porcine bleeder. He was surprised she continued to speak.

“You’re going to need more strength than you know. Men from the north get physical. Violent. Words don’t work with them. Cultish bastards. Take care of my granddaughter Fangwěi in that castle while I work things out here. You will be rewarded.”

“Fang?” He chuckled. “No reward is needed.” Tan didn’t know that Xiu had adopted Fang as her granddaughter; the thought of the tiny woman being related to the extremely tall warrior with the crossbow on her back was humorous to him.

“Hm,” she frowned in distaste at his reply.

He ignored it to gather intel. “How did everything go today?” Her frown deepened.

“I’d like to see Rolof and his brothers reigned in. Susvedans can’t harm Northlanders.”

“They attacked Northlanders?”

“The Northlanders will make the Susvedans and Trevistans pay sevenfold any harm that comes to their soldiers. Don’t give them more reason to commit crimes against our people.”

“I won’t,” he assured her. “I’ve had enough run-ins with the international court.” Thankfully, he’d outrun every potential summons before paying off the bounty through a shell corporation in Bai Lal created for such purposes, but Xiu didn’t need to know that. He rubbed his hands together, feeling the 23 rings he wore for every vessel stolen from northern crews, an old captain’s tradition.

“They won’t go to the court this time. Northlandia has offered bounties on TLF heads, dead or alive. It would be their word against ours.”

Tan wasn’t sure about that. He hoped international law would hold given their prior tenacity in pursuing him, but Xiu seemed sure it wouldn’t.

“Alright. I’ll tell the crew.”

“Good. No risks. I want all of you coming home every night.”

“We will,” he promised, a little touched with her irritable concern.

She nodded, it was settled. “The mechanic, Telos, will arrive in the morning. He’s going to get the castle set up with one of his terminals. Growing the mycological network so far from the city center will take time.”

“Understood.” He wondered just how long.

“Here,” she handed him a small package. “Fish. For Timothy. Probably having a horrible time with the move. Be a dear.”

“Uh, sure thing,” he said, not sure whether Xiu knew Timothy hated vampires. Then, she left as if she was done for the night. Tan waved to Dr. Tatterdemalion as he left. Daisy never gave an indication she was even aware he was present. For a moment, he considered turning back to ask about the agent, Eduardo, but decided he might be sleeping upstairs. Tan slipped out and transformed once more into bat form, gripping the package in his feet with all his might. He flew back to the castle in a hurry to avoid dropping it.

Castle Belesti was still abuzz even at the late hour. Marjean and Flo were committed to staying up all night to finish clearing and cleaning the worst of the grime from the castle with their magic. When Tan pushed open the double doors, he was surprised to find Timothy in his naked man form sat upon his father’s throne. His legs were slung over the arms of the chair and he ate a dead rat gripped in his hands. Perhaps drawn by the sound of the door, Fang came to check from the hall and also saw Timothy while he lounged.

“Ugh! Timothy! Don’t be gross!”

“What’s he doing?” Marjean called somewhere from afar.

“Being gross! Drop it!” Fang shouted, approaching to try to get hold of the dead rat. “Do you want to get the plague? Drop it.” Timothy gripped the rat body in his teeth with a feline growl.

“No, come on, Timothy. We don’t want you to get sick,” she tried to pry the man’s teeth open with a finger in his mouth. He continued to growl while starting to writhe.

“Ugh, gods, don’t touch me. Marjean!” Fang called for rescue. Marjean came as quick as she could. Tan didn’t know what to do, so he stood there waiting for Marjean to intervene. She came with a bucket of water and approached Timothy with her brows drawn low. When she got close enough, she dipped her hand in the bucket and started flicking water on him.

“Drop it! Drop it now!”

He hissed at her as he tried to flee the water, diving down to the floor under Fang’s arms. He quickly transformed back into cat form and ran with his puffed tail in the air into the corner to glare back at her. He started to groom himself, tail flicking, while looking to Marjean in frustration. “Thank you,” she sighed in relief. She picked up the rat by the tail and to his surprise, she put it in the bag at her waist.

It made him remember the meal he brought from Xiu. Tan opened the package and tossed the fish to the cat, who jumped back from the thrown object that landed with a splat in front of him. A quick sniff and he set upon it like a cat who hadn’t eaten in two hours. “There, a much better dinner,” Tan said. “Courtesy of Xiu.”

“Heh,” Fang laughed.

“How is it down at the front?” Marjean asked him.

Tan deflated at the memory of the men from Northlandia. “They’re what you’d expect. They’re looking for blood.”

“Ugh,” Fang groaned. “I hope nobody gives it to them or we’ll all be fucked,” she said. The Northlander Alliance already had guns and Mind Mastery wizards to spare. Now with the combined wealth and resources of Northlandia, a military assault, rather than an incursion of law enforcement, would probably spell doom for all of Susveda. “Hopefully the Sentinels have enough reason to see that.”

“For all we know, the Sentinels will side with them,” Marjean said.

“No, I don’t think so,” Fang said. “The mother bear will guide them.” The icon of the Sentinels, the volunteer group of defenders, was the mother bear – symbolic of the protective affect every Sentinel vowed have for all the people of Susveda: that they would protect all people within her bounds like a mother bear protecting her cubs. The ones that took that vow very seriously also reddened their teeth and mouths with berry stain, as a way to intimidate any from harming Susvedans, or face the mother’s bloody wrath. Thankfully, the mediators who helped the Sentinels avoid violence with conflict resolution tactics were very effective at their role in Susvedan society.

They stirred from their thoughts and worries about the Sentinels. Fang looked to the throne. It was a horrid thing. The wood embossed with the same devilish motifs in iron across the chair arms and down the front of its legs. For a moment, Tan had a horrifying sensation of being able to smell his father from the sight. Tan tried to ignore it, unsure if it was a memory or reality.

The smaller chair to the right was for Amelia. Its arms and front of the legs were embossed with ivy vines. Tan was told by his father it symbolized that he would take over all that passed someday, like the way the ivy overtakes dead trees, old castles, and the like. He felt disgusted with it now. Standing this close to the seats made him feel slightly nauseous.

“I’ve been waiting for you to get back,” Fang said, breaking Tan’s reverie, “To do this:”

Fang was strong. She gripped the devil-wrought chair and wrenched the throne from where it was nailed to the floor. The old boards gave a croak, like a sword pulled from a corpse. Tan ‘s eyes opened wide as he stepped away from her on the dais. Marjean also staggered back.

“Susveda is a free land!” She shouted dramatically before casting the throne down off the dais where it shattered from the force. Tan jumped at the loud noise and from the shock. He panted as he stared at the pieces, fearful like they might get up from where they lay. Fang cackled and smiled proud. She did a little dance, running round the dais. Flo jogged in from the hall but stopped with a smile when she saw the source of the noise.

“What do you think, Tan?” Fang beckoned to the other throne. His former throne. “Do you want to do the honors?” Tan was still in shock. He looked to the remaining throne. It always felt so solid, so strong. Inescapable. Unbreakable. Yet her father’s throne had shattered from a mere fall. That, or Fang was magically strong. He considered it. The leaves worn smooth at the end of the arms from stroking them, anxiously avoiding having to watch what was happening before her. A scared child.

“Go for it,” he told her, feeling a little like he was in a dream.

Fang grinned wolfishly. Bending down, Fang ripped the smaller throne up from its place on the dais. A part of the red carpet tore with a loud rip as she brought it up. Giggling to herself, Fang dramatically lifted the chair above her head, before slamming it down beside the other. It, too, shattered upon impact with a loud clatter.

“What the fuck is going on down there?!” Bowen called from upstairs, “You’re scaring my son!”

The group laughed. Tan couldn’t help but laugh with them, the tension draining from his body, erupting into tears before melting the fear in his body. He felt like he could flow down into the floor into a puddle. He gripped his arms where they crossed over his body. It felt so terrifying and strange to be free from that fear, from that threat the continuing existence the thrones represented. He found he was sobbing, and Fang and Marjean drew closer. Fang put her arms around him first, something he did not expect. He felt disgusting – the stench of bats was likely still on him from not having a moment to wash since they met a few days before. He knew he was dirty. And still she approached him all the same to comfort him. He cried harder with gratitude and worry. No one had ever grown this close to him before, none except his former crew, all lost.

A deep fear grew forth and threatened to consume him. What if he would lose them too? They were in incredible danger from the Northlander invasion. They were high priority targets. He didn’t know if he was strong enough to lose another crew. In his anxiety, he pulled back from her embrace and put up a boundary in his heart, dried his tears.

“Thank you, for doing that. For waiting.” He looked to the pieces on the ground.

“You’re welcome,” Fang said. She grinned, “Do you want to burn them?”

Fang and Tan started a fire on the east side of the castle where they decided to burn the refuse and furniture that couldn’t be saved. When it was tall enough, Tan started to feed the pieces one by one into the fire. Watching as his and his father’s thrones burned up like common firewood, leaving the charred iron decorations burning fire-red. It felt cathartic. It felt like an opening to a new future he couldn’t imagine being allowed to have. It also reminded him of his father’s death. Burned at the stake by a mob in the forest. Supposedly he popped. Tan felt disgust and fear, gratefulness and self-loathing. His emotions were a blur as he processed all the changes happening before him in the fire.

Fang didn’t talk while he did it, sorting through and breaking down the other furniture. Pulling legs from a dining chair. When all the pieces were on the fire, he sat on a log beside it and watched it burn. Raisa had joined them at some point. She sat and listened to the crackling of the flames, lost in her own thoughts of her own father’s throne burning upon a pyre.

Tan breathed in the midnight air, cool at that hour, and clean. The barest scent of harbor upon the air. He felt better. Lighter. But more fatigued than ever, despite the blood he drank at Xiu’s. He thought of the strange woman’s words earlier. “Xiu said that no harm should come to the Northlanders,” he told Fang.

Fang sighed and took a seat beside Raisa. “She’s right. I know there are many people who would like to take up arms against the invaders, but it sounds like these are the goons. It would be awful for all of us and especially the Trevistans should they bring the real army in.”

“I told her I’m inclined to agree,” Tan said.

“Good,” Raisa broke her silence. “I’m not sure it’s their fault they think Susvedans are the enemy. There’s a lot of lies in the papers. Anybody who tells the truth about what’s going on in Trevista gets arrested. Disappeared if they’re unlucky. They only have one narrative they’re given.”

“When I first became a pirate, I felt sorry for the poor underinformed and misinformed Northlanders,” Tan said. “Then, I found how willing they were to die to defend their empire, the violence they were willing to perform to steal wealth from other countries. They’re a violent, thieving people who would rather deal at the barrel of a gun than meet at a table to negotiate among equals.” Tan considered the fire. Thought to himself. “Therein lies the problem. To a Northlander, there are no equals, except perhaps the most ranking members of the Mothling University of Newll, the academics, the intelligentsia. They have the only resource the North cannot not steal. Minds. Years of education. Although they deploy spies to try to find useful research on the island.”

“I hope that Northlanders don’t die,” Tan continued, “but I also won’t cry if they get what they deserve. Though it would be better to spare the Trevistans any more suffering.” He played with the 23 rings on his fingers while he talked.

“Hmph,” Fang grunted at his reflection. “We’ll discuss it with everyone in the morning.” She left it at that. Raisa’s frown had deepened, but she also left it at that.

When the fire lowered, Fang got up. “I’ll go check on Marjean, Flo, and Timothy – looks like Bowen’s coming to join you for a break.” Raisa and Tan nodded and waved her away.

Bowen greeted Fang as she passed and came to rest on her newly opened spot on the log. “Ahh,” he sighed, leaning back. “Made good progress. And I think Bowie’s settling in.”

“Good,” Raisa and Tan agreed in turn.

Bowen sighed again, taking in the night air as he appreciated getting out of dusty castle rooms for a bit. “Ergh,” he grimaced. “Sorry guys, I stink.” He drew his arms closer to his body and Tan noticed the sweat lines under his arms from his work cleaning the entire castle in one night.

“Ugh, me too,” Raisa said. “I haven’t bathed since the night I got to Xiu’s.”

“Yeah,” Tan agreed and tried to lean further away. He didn’t mind his companions’ smell but worried they might mind his.

“Do you know how to get a bath in the castle?” Raisa asked Tan.

“I’ve been bathing in a bucket from the well since I’ve been here,” Tan said. “But if you want a full bath, it might be easier to get the automatic pump working again. It’s from the early days of indoor plumbing. I’m sure the pipes are lead, but there’s a bathhouse in the back of the castle.”

Bowen blinked at him and Raisa’s mouth opened in pleasant shock. “I’m sorry, there’s a what?”

“If we feel ambitious, we could start a fire in the boiler and get hot water.”

“And you were going to tell us about this when?” Bowen asked in happy disbelief.

“I’d honestly forgotten,” Tan said with some embarrassment. “It’s not worth all the water and struggle for one person.”

“So, I have an idea,” Raisa said, “how ‘bout you gentlemen join me in the bathhouse?”

“Yeah,” they agreed in unison, thinking she meant to help her navigate with the pump and the boiler.

They picked up Marjean along the way to help clean the old room magically. Tan led Bowen who linked arms with Raisa to the end of the main hall, where a rounded door discreetly cut to the side. They found the room with tiled walls and floors thick with dust and dirt from abandonment. Marjean drew a bone from the bag she carried at her waist. Tan noticed the dead rat was gone. She cracked the bone between her hands and drew a purple light from the center, where it pooled in her right palm. Then, she swept it out across the room with a circular motion, washing away the dust with her necromantic magic. When she was done, Tan saw the room as it was in his childhood. Perhaps even cleaner. The calm but elaborate brown pattern on the tiles was accented with swipes of real gold, which glowed warmly. Bowen lit the rest of the lanterns hung upon the walls. They were filled with bubble solution extract. Their fire burned with rainbow iridescence in addition to the warm fire glow. The occasional bubble escaped the flame and popped against the glass.

Tan set to waking the old pump machinery with its switches and knobs while Bowen lit the rusty boiler. Marjean said, “Have fun, stay safe, kids,” as she left to go continue cleaning the rest of the castle.

The pump hummed to life at their ministrations and the water rushed up from the well to flow through the old iron pipes to the boiler where a faint boiling sound started. There was a grumbling puff as the old air from the pipes was ejected into the recessed tile pool, which could fit at least twenty upon the seats within. Finally, water sputtered out of the pipe and poured into the pool. It warmed as the fire burned hotter. Raisa heard the water start to pool at the bottom. She sighed with a smile and turned to Tan and Bowen where they waited.

“Well, are you going to join me?” She asked, trying to loosen her stays by herself.

Tan looked to Bowen, who looked to Tan in equal parts surprised. They looked back to Raisa, who smiled nervously as she kept pulling loose the laces and kicked off her shoes beneath her skirts.

“Ah,” Bowen hesitated, then brought a hand to his chin. “I don’t see why not.” He looked to Tan with question in his eyes as Tan considered him and his handsome frame, the dark sweep of his hair in the orange and rainbow lights. Raisa was almost done removing the laces. He felt nervous he would mess this up somehow, that he would hurt them or hurt himself somehow by saying yes. It had been another long, hard day. He was tired. He was dirty. He considered that his reservations were not entirely reasonable. They were all perfectly capable of refusing. He was an experienced fighter and could leave at any time. Perhaps it could be a nice experience? A good change. A fond memory. He smiled nervously, hardly believing the situation he found himself in and deciding to dive in to the deep end of liberation anyways.

“Sure…why not?”

Author’s Notes: This one kicked my butt because it was all new material between two chapters in my first draft. I had a hard time deciding how to link points A and B in the plot. This is what we’re going with though! Looking forward to writing the bath house scene. 🙂

5. Raisa

Impulsive. Reckless. Thoughtless. The vermouth-scented names her mother called her flashed through Raisa’s mind. Tan led her by the arm carefully into the water of the bath with a cold hand past where her lost-and-found staff lay on the ground, rippling with magical energy. She couldn’t help but feel thankful for the respite from its whispering voice in her mind, “Trafalgarrr…”

Raisa could feel Tan’s nerves as if they too radiated from his form from the care he took in guiding her. She felt powerful to be the cause of his nerves, almost enough to separate her from her own. She could still hear the crackling of Tan’s father’s throne while it burned in her memory. She tried to divorce the sound from the idea of her father’s throne or even bones crackling upon a pyre. Bowen followed behind them as they waded into the steadily rising waters. A bit too hot at first. Tan gave a hiss, then a chuckle. Good. This would be fun. She slowed her breath.

There was nothing quite like sex for losing troubled thoughts. The loss of awareness, the sounds, the touch, the smell. She longed for Ştefan’s warmth. There was probably no going back, not after he helped her escape. He, and Maria. She missed them both so much it felt like an ache in her chest. Her two closest friends. (Her only friends, unless Maria’s mother, Filsi the cook, counted).

She thought of that last full day, the last suitor summoned to the castle and waded into the waters of memory.

___

From the beginning, it was clear they had no intentions of letting him take me with him. It was like they brought him to torment me.

“We apologize, Earl Livingston. We only want the best for our daughter, our precious girl. I do not think this alliance suits her interests.” How could they do this to me? Again. Another denial. No way out. At this point, I would have even taken an old geezer as long as he let me out of his castle every once in a while. I trotted through the halls with a gentle hand floating out before me and soft, sweeping steps just in case something was moved from where I expected it. Straight to the kitchens and the servants’ quarters. Maria waited, probably pretending to wash something as I heard her dip a rag into a bucket. “Maria!” I whispered on the verge of screaming.

“Oh my God, you’re here so early. What happened?!” She came and took my hands in her wet ones, drawing me to sit beside her on her bed. Her rough linen sheets were comforting and grounding after such anxiety.

“Another denial.”

“What the fuck?”

“Exactly.”

“What did you say?” She released my hands and smoothed her skirts.

“Nothing, but father said we could write. Ugh, Maria, he was kind. He wanted to speak with me. He seemed to be attentive. He had such a gentle, handsome voice. It was all just such a mean tease!”

“Wow. Just wow.” I knew Maria was shaking her head. The foolishness of all the wasted time, on behalf of all the men my father brought to court me. This one had lasted the longest. He was also the best chance I had at getting out of here.

“I have a plan,” I told her, breath shaking.

“Oh no,” Maria groaned. “What?”

“I’m getting out of here tonight. A hired a carriage will take the Earl home later this evening. Ştefan accidentally ordered it twice.”

“No, Raisa, you can’t!”

“Maria,” I sighed, “I’m dying here. They won’t even let me go outside, barely around the castle. They want to keep me like a doll. I can’t live like this anymore. I’d rather take my chances on the roadside somewhere to start again somewhere else than stay here.”

Maria was quiet. I felt her sadness radiating off her person. She was always there for me, bringing treats and visiting when my parents wouldn’t let me leave rooms or do anything I wanted to do. She understood. She had to. “I don’t like it. It’s too dangerous.”

“I know,” I said, reaching out and hugging her close. I loved the smell of her simple soap in her hair. She was my greatest joy in life, my second was Ștefan. I had to talk to him next. My stomach turned with anxiety. He doesn’t like it either. Maria sniffed in my arms. I held her closer. “I’m sorry,” I said, stroking her hair.

“I’m sorry you have to go,” She sniffled. “I’m going to miss you so much. Please try to write if you can.”

“I will,” I promised. Maria leaned back and took my face in her hands, wiping my tears with her thumbs. Probably memorizing my face. That made me cry harder.

A nod. Her acceptance. “Okay. Go talk to Ștefan. I’ll try to help you pack. Go now, I’ll meet you in your room to help get ready for dinner. Is the Earl joining us?”

“No, he’s going to get ready for the journey.”

“Okay. I’ll try to be there when they see him off. And you had better hide well or you know your parents will come after you immediately.”

“I know. Ștefan will help.”

“Okay.” She held me a moment longer before helping me stand. “I love you little loaf.”

“I love you too,” I choked back a sob, wishing she could come with me. With a curtsy, I turned and walked quickly through the servants’ quarters, through the hidden hallways that wound their way through the lower levels along to the stables. It took longer than I wanted. My parents wouldn’t let me use a cane. My mother said she hated the noise it made. Right now, I didn’t want the noise to betray my location anyways. Years of running around with Maria and Ștefan meant I could navigate just fine, but things in the servants’ quarters were always moving. A shipment crate here, a pile of rags waiting to be washed, a load of laundry done and waiting to be folded. My gentle and careful gait was my only defense against a sudden trip and fall, one hand floating before me to sense anything at waist level, the other trailing the wall. The servants were used to having me around and they ignored me.

I exited the door at the end of the hall out into the warm summer afternoon. The gravel crunched under my shoes as I carefully stepped onto the little trail out to the stables. Ștefan was my second dearest friend. He was a stable hand. We were there for each other growing up in all the ways we needed. A few years ago, we even decided to start sleeping together once it became clear I would become a spinster. We didn’t feel for each other romantically, preferring to enjoy our closeness and enjoyment of each other’s bodies unbound. It was too dangerous anyways. My parents would kill him if either of them found out. Of course, all the servants knew, it was too hard to hide from them, but they were loyal to Ștefan and I. No one told.

The side door to the stables was rough and familiar as I took the ring handle and rapped it quietly before entering and standing in wait on the other side. I relished in the smell of horses and hay. It felt like my real home. I took shelter here frequently with Ștefan and the other servants – at least before all the latest restrictions on my movement. We liked cards. Ștefan and I were no longer allowed to play as a team because we always won when we were together.

“Ștefan?” I whispered loudly. A horse snorted in the stall next to me. Probably Baron. Ștefan liked to ride with me at night. We traversed the grounds and forests together, free as long as the dark could hide us. I didn’t sleep much, but it was worth it for the freedom I felt living another life at night. Sometimes I would ride Baron and Ștefan would ride Inez. The horses were friends and followed each other, so I could ride on my own as the horses followed Ștefan’s direction. I loved it. The wind on my face, the smell of the forest at night, the sound and power of the horses running beneath us. It felt like flying. Ștefan interrupted my recollections as he came walking with hesitation. When he saw me, he started jogging closer.

“Raisa? What are you doing here? It’s too early,” he took my hand and I felt the dust and dirt in a fine layer on his palm.

“I met with the Earl. Another denial. I’ve got to get out of here. I think we should make use of the second carriage.”

“What?!” Ștefan whispered, pulling me to a bench nearby to sit. It wobbled as we both sat on it.

“I know it’s very risky, but when else will I get such a chance. I think I can escape with him, hidden in the duplicate carriage.”

Ștefan sighed in stress and turned away from me, looking to where I knew the Earl’s carriages were likely waiting to be prepared to return to Susveda. The Earl’s castle was to the east in the Black Forest, so a stop in Susveda along with a change in horses was required.

“I can’t stay here any longer Ștefan. Soon, they won’t let me leave their sight. I’m already not allowed outside. I’m sure they’re only leaving me alone right now because of the denial. It’s getting worse. I’ve got to go to have any chance to live any kind of life. If you won’t go with me, then I need to find my own way.”

Ștefan made a noise like a choking laugh. He was crying, then. I leaned into his shoulder, laying my head on his warm and sturdy body, making him cry harder as his shoulder shook. After a few moments, he collected himself, sniffing and wiping his tears away. “I can’t go with you. My father needs me. I need this job. I wish I could. I met the driver when he arrived. He does seem the good sort. I can let him know a woman will be getting out in Susveda. It’s all just so risky, Raisa. I know you have to go. I know. It’s just –“ he choked up. “I’m so worried about you. Please write. Please.”

“I will,” I promised. “As soon as I can, I’ll write you and Maria.”

I felt his nod through his shoulder. “They will be so angry and worried. You’ll need to move fast and hide well. They will think the Earl abducted you. What are you planning?”

“Hiding in the carriage. Hoping they don’t throw me out once we’re far from here. As far as my parents, what do you think? Leave a letter explaining I’m going away, somewhere far away, maybe Trevista. But then, I’ll have to make it clear I acted alone. I don’t want them going after the servants thinking one of them helped me get away.”

“Yes. Be honest. Tell them you’re able to navigate the castle alone, that you’ve been sneaking out at night to explore the grounds. That makes it more believable. And it’s not a lie exactly,” I could hear his smile through his words.

“Yes,” I smiled, “And I have so enjoyed traversing the grounds.” Ștefan sighed painfully. “I love you, Ștefan. I will miss you so much.” I was crying again. So was he. We embraced and he cried into the crook of my neck.

“I will miss you so much, Raisa. I hope I will see you again someday.”

“Me too,” I gripped him tighter. I tried to memorize the way he smelled and how his warm arms felt around me.

We parted with a plan. I was to return to my chambers, write a letter to leave. Maria would help me pack a bag and get it to Ștefan. After dinner with my parents, I would retire to bed, sneak out, and Ștefan would help hide me in the carriage. Then, we all hoped the driver would be amicable to my presence – hoped he wouldn’t throw me out of the carriage into the dark night in some unfamiliar forest on the way to Susveda. I had to hope.

Maria waited for me in my chambers as I caught her up to our plan. She helped me write the letter, carefully explaining that I longed for my freedom and acted alone, making plans to run away and start a new life somewhere far away like Trevista. I told them I had a deal at the port, and they wouldn’t find the captain. We would be gone before anyone found the letter. Maria left the letter on my pillow and helped me dress and ready for dinner. A small suitcase was ready for Ștefan and the carriage. Finally, it was my turn to fly away.

I sat with Maria’s guiding hand at my seat for dinner. She helped push my chair in and placed the napkin before me on my lap. Normally I would resist, but tonight I cherished her touch and her closeness in the limited time we had left together. Mother sat in her chair without a sound. Father noisily scraped his back and sat with a sigh. “I’m sorry, Vidră. This one seemed to really like you.”

I nodded. My mother sighed, “And he’s so handsome. His hair is curly like yours. You would have make beautiful children together.”

“Ugh,” I cringed, making my father laugh.

“Go easy on her, Jani, she just met him. But he was not the one. No experience with armies? How could he have handled our affiars with Trevista? I just want to make sure my daughter and my lands are well cared for someday by someone worthy of the title.”

“I understand, papa.”

The doors opened and servants came in, setting out the food before us on prepared plates. Beef, potatoes, beans. An average dinner for an average night, as though they planned for the denial in advance. Of course, it was still wonderful. Maria’s mother, Filsi, was a skilled chef. We ate in silence for a time, enjoying the food. When we settled in a bit more, I felt it coming. I stiffened.

My mother started, probably once she felt the wine’s effects. “This is just a minor setback. We’ll keep trying. We need to know there will be someone to take care of you when we’re gone. It will happen. It was bound to be difficult given your condition, but we won’t give up. We’ll keep going down the list of all the landed gentry in all of Lanys, further if we have to.”

I sighed into my dinner, no longer feeling hungry. “I know, mother.” For a moment, I considered starting our old argument, whether I even needed to marry. I just wanted to be free to live, to love, and explore the world out there. I had no interest in title or property. Stefan always said that was because I had never been poor. He was probably right, but at this point I felt it was a matter of principle.

“Keep strong, little Vidră. We’ll find him and then you’ll be happy and safe.” I closed my eyes so he couldn’t see my eye roll. What if I could be happy, as I was now? Freely living with my friends and enjoying the beauty of the land and animals. Baking with Maria and Filsi in the kitchen. Perhaps even going to a market one day. My blindness was only the latest excuse.

As a child, they claimed the need to protect me because of my age. As a teenager, they claimed the need to protect me because of my femininity. As a woman, they claimed my blindness warranted extra caution. There was some deep insecurity in my parents’ hearts that made them cling to me like if they let go I would never come back. It was that very tight hold which made me want to run and never come back.

They also expected perfection of me. It was like I was their little doll, made to show off to everyone and kept jealously guarded on a shelf at home. I hated it. Long ago, I asked my mother to fill my closets with dull dresses because I was so upset with the way she chose to dress me, never asking my opinion on any matters, chiding me if I took off uncomfortable pieces. It was better to be smaller around them, hiding my true feelings because they never handled them well, as though my feelings and personhood was an affront to their idea of who they thought I was.

“Sit up, Raisa, you’re slouching.” I chuckled darkly at the thought that she would never be able to say that to me ever again once I was gone, before remembering myself.

“Yes, mother.”

“What was that? You seem to be in a mood this evening. Don’t worry, dear, we’ll find you more suitors.” Her words were kind, but I felt her warning radiating from her person before the servants. Behave.

I didn’t want to behave tonight when I knew freedom was so close. I wanted the punishment to steel me in my resolve to go. “I want to be able to go to the stables again. It’s safe outside the stalls. I won’t ride the horses. Ştefan is always there to make sure I am safe. I miss it.”

My parents sighed together, father’s a bit more understanding than mother’s. “We said no,” she said. “It’s still dangerous outside the stalls. There’s pitchforks and equipment all over the place for you to trip and fall on. You could get sick with all that dirt and dust. It’s really no place for a Lady. No. You will stay with me, inside.”

“And do what, exactly? Sit there while you sew or embroider? Hope you read to me? Even if it’s not a book I would ever choose for myself?”

“I read to you plenty, Raisa. Where is this coming from?” Her energy was radiating dangerously now. The hairs raised on my arms. The moment of snapping coming soon.

“Let me live, mama. I want to go out, meet people, do things. I’ll be alright.” The scraping of the chair silenced me. The ice queen came to stand beside me. Leaned down to whisper so the servants couldn’t hear.

“I am your mother. No one will ever love you as much as I do. They never will if you don’t learn to behave yourself. Now finish your dinner or it’s the closet for you.” The claustrophobia. The feeling of being trapped. The understanding that even if someone heard my screams they would never defy the Dutchess of Croît to open it and release her daughter. Her thirty year old, adult daughter.

“I’m sorry, mama. I’ll behave. I’ll be good.” I groveled. Found I actually did not want the punishment on second thought. Terror still gripped me. Scratches on the inside of the door. Down the walls. Years of digging at the walls through the pain and bloody fingers. Not the closet.

“I hope so,” she said as she stood. Father sat silently on the other side of the table, his shame radiating from his silence. He didn’t intervene. I took a deep breath and tucked into my dinner, carefully finishing every bite. She must have been watching me, because at the last bite, I heard her quiet, “Good.”

“May I be excused to bed?” I asked quietly.

“Yes. Sleep tight, dear. We love you.”

“Love you,” Father echoed after her. “Goodnight, Vidră.”

I slowly stood, which was the cue for Maria to approach and “help” me back to my room. She took my hand and walked me out of the room. As soon as the doors were closed, she dropped my hand. “Why did you instigate them?”

“I –“ I couldn’t answer. I was still scared from the closet threat. How her words carried such weight even though they were so benign. It didn’t matter. It was over. I steeled myself with that thought. “Come on, let’s get to my chambers.”

“Okay,” Maria agreed, following reluctantly behind.

Maria and Stefan always hated my usual method of sneaking out. In the darkness, I made my way to the balcony, carefully stepping over the stone railing. Slowly, with all the strength in me, I lowered myself first to kneeling, balancing hands on the railing, before unhooking my feet and lowering myself to the railing of the balcony below. Maria said she always held her breath and prayed to El I wouldn’t fall every time she saw me like that. Truthfully, I always held my breath, too. It helped to keep my most presence awareness on my feet and the location of the railing below me, like I used the adrenaline to gain catlike reflexes. Then, I would climb over the second story railing and repeat the process, lowering myself from the third floor all the way to the ground floor by touch, slow as I needed. As I lowered to the crunching gravel below, I took a deep breath to steady myself and my shaking.

I was panicking with thoughts of what I was going to do, quivering with adrenaline, but I couldn’t lose my nerve here, not when I was so close. One hand ghosting the railing, I walked around the first-floor balcony and came to the side exit and the stable path. I moved carefully, concentrating on not tripping in the landscaping. It was a beautiful night at least. The smell of the fresh air and the nocturnal bird and bug song made me feel alive like I was out amongst the wilds. I would be out in the real wilds soon. My hand tapped into the stable door which arrived quicker than I expected. I took the circle handle and gently knocked. The door opened before me and I felt Stefan’s hand take mine, guiding me in.

“It’s ready. I have your suitcase from Maria stowed next to you. There’s storage under the seat.”

“Okay.” He led me to the carriage door and helped me in. It smelled like some kind of cheap furniture polish and cleaning products. Stefan moved the seat cushions and opened the storage box below, before guiding me up the steps, towards the hatch and helping me climb in. I felt my suitcase on my legs as I lowered into the very tight space. Thankfully I had changed from my dinner dress into a more practical traveling dress. Stefan carefully tucked every part of my skirt into the box, before he lowered down to my level and kissed me. I hooked my arm around his neck to hold him close, appreciating his smell and his touch one last time.

“Thank you,” I said, feeling like I might cry again.

“Don’t thank me yet. Stay safe, Raisa.” Then he closed the lid above me and rearranged the cushions above me. He closed the carriage door and walked out of the stables beyond.

My breath was so loud in the tight box, I tried to slow my breathing to quiet it. It felt like an age before someone finally came for the carriage. I listened as one horse was hitched to it, probably by Stefan’s careful hands. I gripped my eyes closed tighter. Then the horse was led forward on the path that led to the castle’s circle drive. The crunch of the gravel was nearly deafening below the wooden floor of the carriage, but there was a comfortable swaying motion as the horse drew the carriage with it’s steady clip-clop of hooves. At least the ride wouldn’t be too uncomfortable.

My heart stopped the moment the Earl opened the carriage door in the carriage before mine, thanking the driver. The drivers spoke a moment, something about the road ahead. The driver secured the luggage in the rear of the Earl’s carriage. They said their farewells as they each climbed into their seats. The Earl’s carriage took off and after a moment, we started off, following his. The swaying sensation returned and I couldn’t hear much after that, the gravel of the drive was too loud. Each new terrain sounded very different from the last. We left the gravel road to join with a cobblestoned road, which bumped and rumbled with greater regularity. Occasionally, we moved onto dirt portions, which crunched or moved with smooth slopping sounds when the tires found water. It had rained so much this year, it was a miracle the roads were even traversable. We must have been traveling for an hour when the road changed one last time to grass and tire-treaded dirt trails. The sweeping of the grasses below the carriage had a soothing quality, along with the steady hoofbeats and the swaying of the carriage bed. I slept for a time in the storage of the carriage. It was hours before I felt safe enough to crawl out, taking my bag with me. Stepping out in Susveda, the driver let me go. I don’t think he knew who I was, but it was kind of him nonetheless.

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Raisa pushed her memories from her mind best as she could in the bathhouse as she took soap that was given to her to wash. She washed her body while Tan and Bowen did the same around her. Raisa tried not to wonder what Ştefan was doing. Tried not to remember the warm contact of their bare torsos and the smell of stable on him. Tried to forget about the anxiety she still held for what her mother would do if she ever found them together.

When she was done scrubbing, Raisa rinsed and reached unseeing for the body nearer to her, longing to forget. It was Tan, who had also finished his washing. She lifted her arms around his neck and walked him towards the tiled seats that lined the bath. He sat down when his legs bumped against it.

Raisa climbed into his lap and touched noses with him for a moment. He smelled like the forest, something earthy, and the natural tallow soap they used. The room had a slightly metallic smell from the burning bubble extract in the lanterns and the air felt slightly cool, which Raisa approved of. It made her sensitive with goosebumps and pert nipples. It was part of what made her forest trysts thrilling and satisfying in the past. She pressed in to Tan to feel his body and met his mouth with hers, gently tasting him and stroking paths in his mouth with her tongue. His body was slender, moreso than she had been expecting, and cool but warming with the bath water. She was surprised he had a savory, metallic taste – the idea that it could be blood sent a zipping thrill through her center – her tongue traced along the sharp fangs in his mouth. He moaned against her and ran his hands down her waist, gathering her hips in gentle hands that held her close.

Bowen came to sit beside them and she put an arm on his shoulder, bringing him in to their embrace. She turned from Tan to nuzzle into Bowen, moving her leg to straddle him next. Where Tan was slender and cold, Bowen was warm and of healthier weight. She brought her hips closer in his lap and felt his hardening cock. Pushing into it, she drew a low chuckle from Bowen’s smiling lips. A bit of sass. She found his mouth from the sound and kissed him next. Bowen still tasted like the little meal they shared between cleaning – bread and cheese. And it reminded her of her time with Filsi in the kitchens of Montmarche castle while Maria prattled on in the background. The smell of fresh baked bread was a pleasant, if bittersweet memory that felt like the better parts of home.

Bowen was quickly hardening which pulled her back into her body. Tan bent his head to take her nipple in his mouth where he gently bit and suck. With frustration, she was reminded of the times Ştefan did the same – pressed against a tree somewhere out on the forested grounds to stay safe from prying eyes – the sound of the horses shuffling impatiently from afar where they were tied. This was not quite working how she wanted it to distract from thoughts and memory. Raisa resolved to lose herself in sensation and so she increased the intensity of her ministrations, lapping into Bowen’s mouth, running her hand down Tan’s nearly flat chest to the hair at his groin. He gasped quietly when her hand found his cunt below the water and started to explore. She moved into Bowen’s erection with her hips and Bowen grasped her waist to keep her movement steady.

For a few pleasant moments, there was only the taste, smell, touch, feelings, and pleasure. The movement. Concentration. Then an unwanted memory came for her. The unpleasant trip squashed into a storage container below the carriage seat. The claustrophobia of a closet. She physically shook off the memory, disguising it as a languid stretch to reveal more of her breasts to the gentlemen, who felt along her curves and kneaded at her breasts.

No more distractions. She ground into Bowen and softly hooked a finger into Tan, just barely entering and teasing his opening. Tan leaned back and groaned. Bowen turned to kiss Tan. The sound of the men kissing was thrilling. Raisa moved faster, pleasure zipping in her core. She brought her other hand down to Bowen’s cock between their bodies and started stroking, each pull bringing more groaning sounds from his throat. She really tried not to think about how Ştefan liked it. That was over and done with. She really ought to be thinking of anything other than him at the present moment.

Tan broke the kiss to slide his own hand between them and massage Raisa just as she slipped another finger inside. She could hear Tan’s grin as he made noises of pleasure. The trio climbed higher in their shared pleasure. Tan was good, sure in a way where Ştefan was clumsy when he touched her. Tan quickly had her wanting to clench around his fingers, but he only teased at her center, focusing his attention on her clitoris and the external area. She felt her pulse in her groin and her sex swell. Their breathing was more rapid. Broken only by sloppier kisses as they moved towards climax. She resolved to climax like this, not wanting the risks of penetration.

Raisa did not want to think of her mother nor her awful closet, but she often did at inopportune moments. Visceral fear rose in her chest that caused her to gasp. It was easily disguised by sounds of pleasure. No! Mama, please, I’ll be good, I swear! Gods-awful screaming. Racked with despair. Bloodying her fingers trying to scratch through door panels and wall slats. Raisa gritted her teeth and closed her eyes tighter, moving desperately into Tan and Bowen to try to forget. Tan came first, having been fingered longer than Raisa had been stroking Bowen. He moaned and Raisa felt his body grip onto her fingers as he thrust. Bowen soon followed and the sounds that he made reminded Raisa of Ştefan when he was younger because Bowen’s voice was higher than his. Back then, Ştefan brought a quilt from his place in the stable complex and fucked her on the ground in the forest – a bit more comfortably than the first few times they’d tried it. Raisa grew frustrated at the intrusive thoughts and memories into her pleasure. She drew on the angsty feeling of frustration as she put on a show, fucking Tan’s fingers for Bowen and Tan to watch, a palm on each of their chests.

When she did come, she knew it would be shorter than most. The heady sensation of flying took over her senses. Her eyes rolled back into her head and she moaned as she moved with Tan’s furious speed. Blackness. Stars. Fireworks. The pleasurable chemicals flowed through her system and Raisa finally felt like she could relax if only just for a moment, the high giving out to a serene calm. Glowing. Bowen chuckled a little while she recovered, helping to pull her hair out of her face and mouth. Tan slid his hand down her thigh and left it there in a way that had her cunt tensing. Silent. Possessive in a way. He moved his thumb back and forth along her inner thigh.

It was very late. The lateness of the hour started to wear upon her the more her body came down. By the time they had cleaned off again, drained the bath, and extinguished the boiler, she was practically nodding off. “I found a wonderful place we can sleep,” Bowen promised and led them to the second floor at the end of the hall. There was a large bed with four posts, a rich velvet canopy, and lush bedding. Raisa was helped into bed and she decided to sleep naked with her companions. There, in the dark and the quiet, she lay. Bowen at her back with an arm around her waist, Tan at her front, stroking her hair. Bowen fell asleep immediately upon lying down, which was quite impressive. Raisa had a thought while waiting for sleep to claim her.

“Tan?” she asked in a whisper.

“Yeah?”

“Do vampires sleep?”

He chuckled quietly. “Yes. Although some times it’s harder than others.”

She thought about that. “How did you deal with your evil dad?”

“I didn’t. I ran away,” he said, growing sourness on his tongue.

Raisa’s heart ached for the ways their stories were the same. “Shit,” she said. “I’m sorry.”

“Don’t. It’s over, and we’re all free.”

Raisa couldn’t help but smile lightly. “Yeah, we are.” She lay a hand across Tan’s chest while he continued to stroke her hair. Her smile turned down.

“I’m scared about tomorrow. About what’s going to happen,” she confessed.

“I know. Me too,” Tan whispered.

“Can the Susvedans really beat these guys? They can’t even touch them without risking life in prison or worse.”

Tan sighed, “I don’t know. But I do know I’ve got to trust the Susvedans. Look at what they’ve accomplished in just a handful of years. Total social revolution. Abolition of the government, the guard and the military. They’re loving, kind, and creative. We’ve got to believe in them.”

Raisa chewed on her lip. “You’re right. I just know too much about how the Northlander army operates. They’re despicable. They’ve ruined so many lives.”

Tan pulled her closer so they rested forehead to forehead. Their breaths intermingled and he tucked her hair behind her ear. Raisa was surprised to feel butterflies in her stomach at the intimacy, his bangs tickling her forehead. “We won’t let them ruin any more lives. At least, not here. We’ll find a way. We have to.”

She stroked her thumb over Tan’s sternum with a frown on her face. She sighed. Relenting her fears for the night. “Tan? Can I cuddle you as a bat? I promise not to squish you in the night.”

He had to stifle his laughter. “Sure, I guess. As long as you don’t squish me.” Then, she heard a little pop and the feeling of air pressure change as Tan transformed into a bat in her arms. He felt so tiny and fragile. His fur was incredibly soft.

“Oh my gosh, you’re so cute!” she said, hugging him to her chest. He squeaked between her breasts and eventually, they settled in. Tan hugged her chest with his delicate wings and Raisa did her best to hold him in her hands in the warm spot between her breasts as she gently stroked his impossibly soft fur and the thin wing membrane. She couldn’t help but give him a boop on the flat snoot before she lay her head down and closed her eyes. They passed into a short sleep.

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Author’s Note:

8/13/26: This one kicked my butt because I couldn’t decide how I wanted this chapter to go. Fun fact, Raisa’s backstory has been rewritten the most out of every chapter in this book and was the first scenes I wrote from this story almost a year and a half ago now! Next chapter will be long, lots to cover with the first day of the Northlander Invasion. See you soon 🙂

9/25/26: I’ll say it again: this chapter continues to be the most rewritten one in the book. Decided I didn’t like how short and far from the last draft it ended up, so I reworked it and added back in Raisa’s first person backstory. I’m hoping the next chapter goes smoother now that I’ve corrected this!

6. The invasion

Dread wove its way through Tan’s unconscious mind. He stirred, back in his human form, sometime in the early hours of the morning. Somewhere far off there was screaming, so faint it felt like it might be only in his mind. He decided to move at the sound of the double doors opening in the entrance hall below them. Bowen, Raisa, and Tan slept in what was supposed to be the master bedroom, although his father Count Severin never slept a night in it as far as Tan knew. He didn’t know exactly where his father slept, but figured it had been in the basement level where his informal office was, near the dungeons. Most evenings he was there late into the night. The stairwell door was open some days. Those nights, Tan saw his father’s shadow silhouette lit by flames from the woodfire oven in the office to warm it, always bent over paperwork and writing.

The massive bedroom hosted the four poster red velvet bed they slept on. The massive red stained glass windows bathed most of the room in intricate crystalline light the color of blood. Tan shook off the drowsiness easily in the morning chill of the stone castle. Clothed in his usual dusty white linen clothing, Tan pulled the scarf closer and around his head because it seemed the sun was out today. An auspicious sign for such a morning.

Quiet as he could, without disturbing his sleeping companions, Tan walked down to the entrance hall and found a strange, small man leaving out the double doors carrying a shovel.

“Hullo?” Tan asked aloud in sleepy confusion.

“Oh!” The man startled and turned around. He wore circular forged spectacles of soldered brass and glass and had a greying mustache. He clutched his free hand to his wide stomach as if to hold himself together. “My. I was told someone would likely be here. I’m Telos. The mechanic, or, engineer. Whatever you like to call me. I was told to get this place connected to the mycological network for terminal access.”

Tan was impressed by the smartly dressed man in a grey wool vest and bowtie. “Carry on,” he said. “Do you know how long it will take?”

“To get connected? I’ll probably be at it all day unless I’ve got some more help on the way. It’s a long way to the next portal connection, down there, a good walk towards the residential district. A week or more once it starts growing. We’ll know when we get connection.”

“Good,” Tan said, then followed the man outside because he didn’t know what else to do. That was when he heard that screaming again, getting closer. As he exited, he pulled his own mechanic-style goggles from his neckline with darkened lenses. Tan was fully shrouded in his gear. He pulled gloves from his pockets. A good set of well-fitting leather. With a chill up his spine, Tan realized he was now wearing the attire of his time at sea as the Bloodied Bandit. Minus the blood. Tan felt the absence of his sword heavily.

“Today’s the big day,” Telos said as he dug his shovel into the dirt directly beside the castle wall and started digging a shallow ditch alongside the path. “The Northlander Invasion.”

“Yes,” Tan said, looking out at the conifer trees in the direction of the sound, fingering at the empty spot on his belt where his sheath used to hang. The screaming didn’t stop. It moved slightly in the distance. Tan’s heart would have trembled with the anxiety if it still beat. He grew frustrated with the absence. Leaving the mechanical engineer to his work. Tan swung back through the double doors and marched down the hallway towards the armory. He passed by the open door of a servant’s bedroom in which Flo, Fang, and Marjean were curled up on the double bed together. Tan smirked but kept walking towards the once-dusty room filled with abandoned swords and shields. A glorified storage room for very out-of-date armor and munitions. Flo and Marjean must have cleaned this room. It had an artificially clean smell like a morgue, which made Tan shudder with chill once again.

Even though he couldn’t touch a Northlander. Wouldn’t dare to risk the lives of the other Susvedans by raising the weapon to the invaders. But he felt naked without it. Couldn’t bear the thought of needing it and not having the weapon on hand, but at the same time, wanted stealth. Tan rifled through wooden barrels full of rusty iron swords and shelves of bolts. He found a slim knife the length of his forearm. It came with a sheath and he bound it to his thigh quickly.

Outside, the air in the hallway changed as the trio stirred and got ready within their bedroom. The sound of boot buckles and gear clattering over shoulder. He paused to assess the room. Would the Northlanders take arriving armored as a threat? He thought they probably would. At least in Trevista that would be the case, and he wasn’t sure the Northlanders would distinguish between Susvedans and Trevistans today. But again, he wanted it and worried if a time came he would regret its absence. He quickly donned the first simple leather armor he could find that fit to protected his organs if it came to that, below his clothes. A few minutes, he had his shirt tucked to cover the armor, but its dark outline was visible under the white linen.

Flo came to gather him at the door. “It’s time, I guess,” she said. Her magnified eyes were wide in her glasses. She had a few healing potions strapped with bundles of herbs to a leather harness over her shoulders. Her hair in its usual disheveled bun. No weapons. She wasn’t planning on fighting or defending herself with any metal, then. When he wandered out he found Marjean had a belt full of bags with frightening symbols with deathly imagery burned into the leather. For a brief moment, Tan wondered if the strangely pale leather might be human skin, but decided for his sake that it probably wasn’t. Timothy trotted after the group as they left the double doors. His tiny pawsteps silent, even on the gravel.

The group left Bowen and Raisa sleeping to investigate the sound of the screaming that was getting closer as time went on. Susvedans were gathering to investigate the screaming. They wordlessly joined, gathering in number like water to a river. They found the source of the noise in the northwest corner of the city, not far from the Northlander’s camp. Four Northlanders in silver armor stood on each corner of an intersection, hands on their weapons. A small crowd of Northlanders circled in the center, just milling about, muttering to each other. Everyone was masked to protect from the dense mushroom spores that fell down from the gills that hovered around the roofs of the buildings in eerie saucers. Still, the Susvedans screamed and yelled. “Get out! Get out!” People closest to the soldiers yelled at them to leave or taunted them.

The yelling spread to the rest of the crowd marching to join them. “Get loud! Get loud!” they echoed the instructions shared in community meetings to keep each other safe. It was bound to have the snowball effect of drawing even more Susvedans to join them. The soldiers seemed aware of that. Their nerves were present in every tense move of their body. Even behind helmet, masks, and armor, with the best weapons money could buy in the world, they were terrified by the sheer number surrounding them and continuing to grow. Tan wondered if this contingent perhaps tried scouting south of the camp but didn’t get far before they were surrounded. He wondered where the rest of the soldiers were.

“I’m going to get some eyes on the skies,” Tan told Marjean, leaned into her ear. He ducked aside as Marjean passed the message to their friends. Fang clutched at the strap that kept her crossbow on her back. In the alleyway beside some waist-high mushrooms, Tan transformed into a bat and fluttered up overhead. He surveyed the intersection. It was surrounded by Susvedans. But to the north, he could see a separate interaction unfolding at the edge of the camp. Susvedans were gathering as Northlanders were rapidly erecting gates and fence systems to fortify the border of their camp. The civilians shouted and threw pebbles at the post-diggers. The sound was deafening in his bat form. Babes cried amongst the crowds and in the buildings. Dogs barked at the disturbance. Everyone was screaming and yelling at each other just to make noise. Some people even brought pots and pans outside to clang them together.

Tan flew back to his group, not wanting to be separated long. Landing as covertly as he could, he changed back and returned to them. “There’s a separate front gathering at their base camp. It’s being fortified.” He was interrupted by a disruption. Glancing at just the right time, Tan saw between the bodies that a woman was grabbed by a guard from the crowd, a man gripped her arm and was dragged forward by it. A scuffle unfolded while the lot called for the guard to let her go.

“-my wife, that’s my wife you let her go, fuckin’ bastard!” The man yelled at the guard. The soldiers divided, some reinforcing the four points of their position, the others grabbing on to the woman and were able to wrest her away from the crowd.

The guard was shouting at the people directly in front of him and Tan could barely hear their reply over the hubbub. The husband screamed, “She’s not Trevistan! Her line’s been here ninety years!”

The crowd heard and understood that the woman was grabbed for being presumed Trevistan. Anger growled through the crowd and changed the interaction. People pushed inward, towards the front. Tan and his crew were jostled in the movement. “Get loud! Get loud!” people chanted. In the center, the guards handcuffed the woman and had her kneeling on the ground.

Tan’s gut churned with intuition. “Something’s about to happen,” he told Marjean over the crowd. “Pick up Timothy.” She obeyed and Timothy didn’t struggle, using his new height to look towards the action. Fang must have felt the same change come over the crowd as she took her crossbow off her back and held it low out of view.

Tan saw a man in armor bend to talk to the woman and she started to struggle against her captors. The man touched her and she seized as he shocked her with lighting magic in his grasp. The crowd inhaled in a collective gasp. Then, the man said something that conjured a purple cloud and sparkling lights. The woman’s face stilled and she calmly stood up to stand beside the man.

“Mind Mastery!” someone at the front of the crowd called. “They’ve a Mind Mastery wizard!” Everyone turned to run at once in terror. The scene erupted into chaos as people slammed into Tan and his friends, jostling and moving against each other. Marjean managed to hold Timothy but he yowled with fright and struggled against her grip.

Some called out, “Don’t run!” but no one was listening. Anyone in earshot of the wizard could be turned into a weapon turned against their allies, minds and bodies claimed by the spell, and so they ran. “Mind Mastery!” They called out to the still-approaching crowd as they encountered each other.

Not wanting to lose his friends, Tan grabbed Fang by the shoulder and shouted, “The castle!” Marjean and Flo got the message when Fang shouted it as loud as she could: “Get to the castle!”

People before her turned to the east. Tan didn’t care anymore about who saw as he leapt into the air and transformed into a bat. He fluttered up above the crowd that had almost no reaction to his magic in the struggle. Tan wanted to warn Raisa and Bowen. While he flew, he learned they likely already knew what was occurring. Families with children filtered in the direction of the castle, probably informed by their neighborhood block group, the journalists, or the terminals as they got going for the morning. Elderly people were helped along the paths. There were no carts with horses or auto-mobiles today. The people walked down the street and milled about, all sense of normalcy broken.

The castle was busy at the entrance. Bowen was at the door, hair still askew from sleep, as he directed people towards rooms deeper into the castle halls. Tan recognized the elf across from her, Sal the fisher, the sailor. Telos was not in sight, but the ditch he dug stretched along the full length of the path. He was likely in the forest still digging. The people called out to Tan as he landed and transformed. “What’s going on?” Sal asked.

“Scouts took a woman they think is Trevistan. They had a Mind Mastery wizard. The crowd is splitting. Some people are meeting here.”

“Fuck,” Sal swore and ran a hand through his straight shoulder-length hair and smoothed it behind his pointed ears. “Eduardo!”

The agent appeared as if summoned from the ether behind him. He fiddled nervously at his patched coat sleeve. “What?” The paperboy hat he wore was pulled low to shade his eyes.

“They’ve got Mind Mastery wizards. Grabbin’ Trevistans. At least one.”

“Shit. I can try to catch a ship, although most left last night already.”

“Come,” Sal beckoned Tan in. “The others?”

“Following behind,” Tan said and entered the crowded entrance hall leaving Bowen to keep directing people in. Babes cried and children loudly questioned their adults and peers in the confusion.

Sal stopped at one side of the hallway where they could hear each other better while huddled together. “Tan, we’ve got to get word to the network. Definitely Newll. Preferably all the ports.”

“Newll?” Tan asked, “Has that Mycologist left Xiu’s yet? Dr. Tatterdemalion was his name.”

“He’s still there,” Eduardo confirmed.

“Perhaps he can alert his compatriots faster.”

Sal seemed to agree. “I can get the Green Lady sailing by the afternoon, but she’s slower than sky ships. Gary might have something else at the harbor, but no guarantee the crew will want to go on a circuit of the Cambian Sea as fast as possible.”

Tan did not want to leave his friends or the city, but he told Sal, “I can sail and I can fly. I’d prefer to stay here though.”

“As do I,” Sal said. “My daughter and wife are staying here.”

Shit, Tan thought. I might have to go then.

“We’ll ask around when the rest of the crew get here,” Eduardo added. He kneaded his fingers trying to quell his anxiety.

“What do you expect the network to do?” Tan asked.

“We track current weapons and assets deployed to each region of occupation. This is a totally new region they’ll need to be briefed on. We’ll need to decide how involved partnerships will be. For now, its just information sharing. In the past we’ve sent agents, supplies, and intel, mostly to Trevista.” Eduardo shared quietly, but openly.

“How is Bai Lal involved?” Tan knew a bit about the pirate city’s involvement in past skirmishes for Trevista but didn’t know the details.

“Neutral meeting ground,” he shared.

“Ah,” Tan nodded, “That makes the most sense.”

“That, and we’ll need some of our comrades sprung out of an asylum north of the city. Separate struggle. But they’ll be needed more by TLF than their current occupations.”

“Fun?” Tan wasn’t sure how to reply to that. He hadn’t broken anyone out of jail before, let alone an asylum.

They heard Fang’s approach because of how many people wanted to speak with her. Tan mused that although Susveda had no government as an autonomous arnarchic zone, others sure wanted to follow her guidance and natural knack for leadership. As the trio wandered towards her, Tan spotted Raisa sitting on a chair along the back wall of the entrance hall, looking very lost and confused. He went to her.

“Raisa, it’s Tan.”

“Oh Tan!” she said in relief. “What’s going on out there?”

He told her about what happened with the woman and the wizard. “Well that’s bad,” Raisa said. “I’m glad nothing else happened.” Tan then told her about Eduardo’s need to spread the word to the network and she brightened up and grasped at his arm. “You’re going, right? Take me with you! I want to experience the sea!” Tan’s anxiety flared as the image of Raisa falling overboard in a shipwreck flashed in his mind.

“Uh – I’m not sure yet. We need to talk to everyone.” As he looked back over to Fang, his eye caught on the tables near the kitchen filled with food. A sight he hadn’t seen since the Count’s days at court. He realized the castle would come to life as it once was to sustain all the people staying here, bringing back a lot of unhappy memories. Suddenly, the thought of getting back on a ship wasn’t as dread-inducing to escape the memories.

Fang shouted as loud as she could so the entire castle could hear. “COMMUNITY MEETING! Entrance Hall! Now!”

The people made room and assembled in a circle around the space so that speakers could step forward into the red-carpeted space and be heard more clearly. Tan helped Raisa stand and join with their group. Families filtered in from the hall and the outdoors. Eventually, the doors were propped open so those outside could hear as well.

Eduardo had caught Fang and Flo up to date. Sal wandered out of sight. Tan was surprised to recognize Daisy the Orc and Enoki the fairy in the crowd, probably wanting more security than Xiu’s could offer. He did not see the Mothling professor or Xiu, however. When the room was filled and rumbling with the conversations of the crowd, Fang called out in a traditional ululation, making her eastern heritage from Baowotu clear. Her high, trilling call quieted the crowd and she stepped forward into the empty circle.

“Friends, the day of the Northlander Invasion is here. We’ve been through revolution together. We’ve rebuilt this city from the dying husk dread Count Lupescu left us in. We’ve taught generations of schoolchildren. Fed and housed our growing civilian population. All without government intervention. The Sentinels can’t protect us from all that lurks on our northern border. I say it’s time to initiate the defensive framework.”

People murmured through the crowd at the mention of the proposed plan outlined nearly a decade ago in case of invasion.

A Sentinel stepped forward, his teeth and mouth reddened by berry dye. “My name is Ember, but I know most of ye.” He waved off the cackles of a few hardened men nearby. “The defensive framework is easy in theory: Keep an eye out for each other. If you hear something, come running. There’s nerds keeping track for us. By the end of the day, we’ll have public lists of terminal locations to report Northlander attacks and sightings. When the day of justice comes, we’ll have record of all they have done here.”

Tan recognized Rolan the orc and his brothers Romulus and Raptor. They were fully kitted, armed, and ready for battle. Roland stepped forward into the circle. “And for any of us who aren’t pussies, I suggest we take up arms and defend fair Susveda.”

The people looked around the circle to each other. The murmurs rose.

“We will need to decide,” Ember conceded.

“They have Mind Mastery wizards and armies that could follow behind them,” a woman called from the crowd.

“What are we to do? Let them kidnap our people? Turn the other cheek while they beat us?” a man called from the other side of the circle.

Raisa listened intently. She knew Susvedans made collective decisions and had the opportunity here to learn how.

A woman with long braids down her back stepped forward. She bore the sign of the Sentinel’s mother bear, but was unarmed. She was a trained mediator simply making her presence known.

“For now, I propose defensive strategies,” Fang announced, turned to Rolan. “No one’s saying we can’t defend ourselves. I just think it unwise to take the offensive given the vast difference in resource backing.”

Rolan nodded, stepped forward into the circle. “I propose a system of barricades and road checkpoints. Key routes they might take through the city. We’ll form a shield wall. They won’t move anywhere without resistance.”

Murmurs of general agreement rose from the crowd but there was some hesitance. “Not that it matters much,” someone called from the crowd, “but road barricades are illegal in Northlandia. If they prosecute someday, those who take part will be targeted.”

“A risk I’m willing to take,” Rolan sniffed, “one I think more ought to take.”

Fang groaned in disapproval nearby but didn’t speak further. The crowd murmured as they discussed with closer allies.

“After this meeting, seek Rolan to aid him, if desired,” Ember announced over the crowd. “Seek me or one of the other Sentinels to be connected to the defensive framework. There will be short trainings for each role. We will rise with you. Do not be afraid.”

Fang took Ember’s pause to announce, “I’ve heard a similar meeting is taking place in city hall for the southern part of the city. Our journalists will need to keep us well connected and share information back from any subsequent meetings. I trust the neighborhood networks will hold strong but may need to reform for those who stay here in the castle or other fortified locations.”

“What about a new castle network?” someone called out.

“Aye, I can connect ours to the neighbors just south of here.”

“How many can the castle hold?”

“At least forty, we’ll have clarity by end of day.” People called out if and when they desired, trying not to speak over each other.

“What about the children? How will we ensure some sense of normalcy?” A woman called out.

“We may have to have alternative meeting locations,” a kind looking elf replied. “Hi, Lingonberry, local schoolteacher,” she introduced herself with a wave. “I have no problem with teaching or caretaking here at the castle, but each block might need to determine what is best for them.”

“Probably best if the children are kept far away from the Northlanders,” Sal added.

He was met with hearty agreement from the crowd.

“Lingonberry reminded me,” Fang broke in, “we need to consider our security more than we’re used to. Be careful who you share your real names with. Use nicknames and code names. Wear your masks for the spores, obviously, but consider keeping them on and dressing more covertly. Check that you aren’t followed to meeting places. Think about not just your own security, but the security of others who may have closer ties to Trevista than yourself.”

“Aye,” Ember said. “Might be safer not to use names at all if you can. The fairies at the western front of their lands have found the settlers keep track of their names and other intel they can gather. It’s likely a similar effort might take place here.”

Marjean soured beside Tan at the mention of the fairy enclaves and their struggle against encroaching settlers.

Fang shared more, “I know there are people setting out to gather more allies around the ports of the Cambian Sea. If you have any allies who could be of help to us, call upon their aid. We will all work to house and feed them should they join to aid us.”

“Speaking of feed,” a man who was dressed as a quintessential farmer added, “For now, there are no disruptions to the local supply chains. Any help with keeping watch over the farms and distributions will be greatly appreciated. Join me after the meeting if you’d like to help.”

“Same with water,” a person in a mechanic’s jumpsuit added. “Find me after.”

“Are there others who wish to step forth?” Fang called.

“Journalists!” A red-haired woman called, “Find me.”

“The Northlanders have arrested a number of people already. Find me to help plan support and legislative demands to the north,” another woman called out.

“Elders, find me!” an old woman called out.

“Public Transport!” Maibel the carriage station manager called.

“Trevistans, encuéntrame!” a person out of sight called, only a hand was visible in the back of the crowd.

They waited, but no other gatherings were announced. It was plenty to work with for now. “Meeting adjourned,” Fang called over the crowd’s talking. “Find your smaller groups!”

Tan took Raisa’s arm and joined their crew emerging together from the mass. Sal left his wife Tressa and daughter Willow to the schoolteacher’s group. Fang joined but was asked questions by people as she went, people seeking directions to other speakers. It was deafening with all the talking going on. Tan felt a headache coming on. He saw Bowen in the distance helping people find places to stay in the castle. Flo and Marjean lingered with their crowd. Timothy was gone, probably avoiding the noise. As long as he was outside, Marjean didn’t seem to worry.

Sal got close to Tan and shouted into his ear, “I found someone with eyes on the harbor. Looks like we’ve got no choice. It’s The Green Lady or nothing. I’m not going. If you’ll go, you’ve got to swear to me she comes back unharmed!”

Tan took the hand offered and shook on it. “I’ll do my best,” he said with a nervous smile. Both men knew the Cambian Sea was dangerous even for a sky ship far overhead, let alone a fishing boat on the treacherous waters. Anxiety and memories of stormy seas resurfaced and Tan did his best to shake them off and stay present for planning. He was needed. “Raisa wants to come,” he told the group.

“I’ll be coming,” Flo announced.

Fang wilted and added, “I’m needed here.” She followed Tan’s gaze. “As is Bowen. He’d never leave Bowie.” Tan nodded and hid his disappointment.

“Timothy and I can come if he will get on the boat,” Marjean said. “But that’s a big if. It sounds like you might need backup in case of fighting. And I can’t leave the continent without letting the fairy enclaves know. The earliest I could leave is tomorrow morning.”

Sal was concerned. “Tomorrow at dawn at the latest. You should leave for the enclaves immediately if you’re going to make it,” he informed Marjean and she agreed.

“Of course I’m coming,” Eduardo chimed in. Most of their group forgot he was there, he kept himself so out of the way. An agent invisible even in plain sight.

“We should pick up Dr. Tatterdemalion, in case he doesn’t want to fly the whole way home,” Tan added.

“That’s probably about as many people as she can carry,” Sal said. “I’ll help you all get stocked with Gary at the harbor this afternoon.”

“Very well,” Tan said and looked between them. He was afraid. He didn’t particularly want to go back to the sea, but he was needed. “Let’s meet up there then.” Marjean left to tell the rest of their crew about her trip to the enclaves. There was so much talk and movement around them Tan felt a bit dizzy.

Then a man entered and shouted above the crowd, “They’re taking them to the sky ships!” The crowd quieted to listen to him briefly.

“What news?” Ember called to him.

“They’re grabbing anyone they think is Trevistan or resisting their efforts. We saw them headed up the gangplank to their sky ships!”

The people took this in stride and it was folded into their discussions. The journalists pulled the man aside to collect the full story. Tan had a feeling today was going to be a long day followed by another long day tomorrow. He leaned in to Raisa’s ear and said “Want to get some air?”

“Yes!” She said gratefully. He pulled her out just in time to see Timothy transform in the yard into a great black stallion with huge raven’s wings. Marjean very anxiously climbed onto his back and gripped his mane with white knuckles. She didn’t get a chance to say goodbye. He launched into the air with a joyful whinny and Marjean’s scream faded into a whimper as they rose on the air. Raisa reacted to the sound beside him and Tan just told her, “Timothy flew away with Marjean.”

“Oh,” she chuckled. “Understandable then.” She fidgeted with her staff in her other hand. “I hope she’s back to leave with us tomorrow. I would hate to face our foes without her magic.”

“Me too,” Tan admitted. “I trust her though. Plus, Timothy’s flying very fast,” he noted as he watched the black dot fading into the eastern sky.

“So, tomorrow you’ll be back to life at sea,” Raisa smiled up at him, she wasn’t sure what mood or face to make at him so she hoped it was a neutral enough statement.

“Uh, yeah,” he said, the anxiety tumbling back into his focus. “We’ll be fine,” he tried to reassure her, despite the shaking that started in his hands.

“I believe you’ll keep me safe,” she said, moving her staff back and forth as her fidgeting increased. “But I know its going to be a big move for you being back at sea. You don’t have to captain the ship if you don’t want to. I’m sure if we asked Sal very nicely he’d come instead.”

Tan watched the people still coming up the trail to the castle entrance with his mind in a fog of wind and sail. “No. He has a wife and daughter to protect here. I suppose it’s like…falling off a horse. You’ve got to get back on someday, right?”

“You don’t have to though,” she said gently. “Just remember that.” Raisa leaned over towards him and gave him a little peck on the cheek that left Tan as blushed as he could possibly be.

“Thank you,” he whispered and gave her hand a squeeze. “I’ll be fine.”

“Good,” she said, grinning maliciously. “Now, we should figure out my pirate name.”

“Your pirate name?” He laughed.

“Of course, you’re the Bloodied Bandit. I want a cool nickname too.”

He relaxed into this new topic of conversation. “Technically, you don’t get to choose. The crew names you, or I suppose the papers and survivors can. Patience.”

Raisa snorted. “I’ll ask Flo.” Tan watched her wander back to the entrance doors and shook his head. He took a moment to breathe the fresh air – even if through his scarf, it felt fresh. The sun was warm on his clothing. He longed to bathe in it, but that was not to be. That wistful feeling returned to his chest. He hadn’t chosen his vampirism, but it was his lot in life now. At least he had choice in some things, like his upcoming journey. He had to be there for the people who needed him. The city needed him. The TLF network needed him to perform this task. It felt good to have a higher calling, but the pressure was difficult to bear. He worried about letting them down, about the possibility of weathering another storm at sea, at losing more people when he was just getting to know and love them. When he heard the screaming resume on the breeze, he resolved to keep trying anyways, despite the fear.

Author’s Note:

9/25/26: I figured out I needed to fix the last chapter first before this one got flowing better. It is hard to look back to Operation Metro Surge and feel that fear all over again. I spent too long trying to process and think through this chapter, but now I need to move on in order to keep this story going. Next chapter, Marjean visits the fairies, which will be lovely, right? 🙂